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this is ENOUGH.

2010-04-13T00:13:00.002+08:00

first, dun tell me how guilty or watever u feel... SHOW IT. if u tink this, and ur actions tell me that, im sorry but i read ur actions OK? im irritated, tats when i do not want to talk to you coz I AM IRRITATED. if u tink its enuff, or if u tink its too much, then dun tell me no its not, and yes u want it. coz ill feel VERY IRRITATED! i rather in e first place ill do it.

second, dun go ard passing message or talk to people around me. so wat if its ur pride. so wat if u're prideful. i dun care the fuck i tell u. first u MIA on me. i tink i DO deserve and apology.. correct me if im wrong. but ur actions are SUPER irresponsible. so wat if u're earning big bucks? and that ur project cost u MILLIONS of dollars? my work is worthless that i should be sitting around tat day waiting for u like an idiot? end of e day, do i get any reply? NO. seriously. how u expect me to HAHAHAH and smile at u. if u tink im juz being a bitch and stupid and childish, so be it. but i tink i deserve some respects. even if my work dun impact a thousands or earn millions. its still a task tat i need to complete.

thirdly, im not talking about ONE person. but im talking abt TWO here.
damn URGH.

blogspot spoilts my mood

2010-04-12T17:48:00.001+08:00

cant believe i've alrdy started packing for my TAIWAN trip... :D yeahness.. so excited... coz gg with girlfriend and boyfriend.. and im sososoosooo worried that i tink we're gg to be overload... why? coz i got lotsa things to buy back.. am gg to change my wardrobe... and wats more? am gg to get wedding stuff back too... then am gg to buy our XD & JM's stuffs back.. its like for 16 people... OMG... with my purchases, my gowns, his purchases... i tink we gg to die... HOW... :/

i really think we will go overweight on our baggage leiii.... sob...

p/s: tell me why blogspot says: "ERROR: These characters are not allowed in a post label: (and shows my exclamation make) WHATS WRONG WITH THE IRRITATING AND STUPID BLOGSPOT HUH?

FUCK UP MANAGEMENT in your school.

2010-04-08T14:48:00.002+08:00

seriously, the first time i met you, i know you are a F**ked up guy..

WHY? coz i tell u things, you juz yayapapaya ur way through... what ur organization hires "TALENT" telling me your receptionist used to be a principal.. blah blah blah.. i tink she is plain STUPID. principal dun wana be, come and be receptionist? tat was my job when i was 17 years old! -_-" unless u tell me she is paid like a principal, then OK.

but anyway, u're really f**ked up... tell me one thing, tell others another thing.. im telling u i cant start work in April, in front of me u tell me "I thought you can work in April so im putting u in XXX branch" in e end? u STILL arranged for me to interview there... so ok, fine... then i got confirmed with my original branch, i called u and u said YOU will do e cancellation of the interview and u THOUGHT i could start in april.. like WTF. didnt i told u I CANNOT?!?!? u even said that you will not bother abt my April plans then... WTF u tell me... and u told me that ur exe will arrange a session for me to confirm my employment.. now ur exe says she asked u, and u said u duno abt anything.. HELLO! u lost ur memory or too old for ur brain to function well? u tink u're e GREATEST person there to yayapapaya meh... look at urself in e mirror... *may u have e worst karma*

seriously, if its not for my direct mentor who had been real great to me... i would have juz go and find other jobs... now, if its not my expected salary... ill think forget it and find another one... i cant stand talking to u for one more time.. SERIOUSLY.

i cant stop myself or control myself.. e more i think of it, e more FUCK UP I FEEL YOU ARE!

URGH.

finally....

2010-03-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

since nov till now, there is no peace... struggles after struggles... finally.... LOL

informed LSH about my leaving... i hope they wun curse me... coz the location is really far, and i really needed more pay... and i really want my saturday to be free coz i wana take infant care! (but now.....)

If only I had found Teacher Emelia... but thanks to her, i'be gotten a confirmation... well, not yet signed on the dotted line thou... so i pray that she didnt lie to me... i mean.. for wat sia... lol...

Job scope sounds like doing assignments everyday...
Documentations X infinity
Newsletters
and i duno what else...

However with her guidance, i know ill be able to learn alot.. now, i feel acknowledged with my qualifications and i like it... anyway she did alot for me, fighting for me to be with her... i mean, yes.. she does need someone in aug, but thank God she took me in, and even want me to be with her so that i can learn ALOT... and really thank God...

now, what are the benefits, what is the salary, i really dun know... but no regrets, coz i've been through sooooo much before i can make it here and i know its worthwhile... finally...

finally, i know what i want...

with so much writings, should i take up english courses now instead?

2010-03-28T17:47:00.001+08:00

first you confirm like so confirm to do my Makeup + Hair style in taiwan, then when i gave u my schedule you tell me u arent free on ALL the dates... like WOW what a coincidence.. and so, after all these, u give me ur blog.. like WTH, why do i ever need to see ur work?

super irritating with such ppl.

dilemma yet again. and again.

2010-03-13T01:15:00.003+08:00

seriously i do not know... i kept thinking abt weecare commenting that i'm busy and the look on her face is like "are u serious!?!?!?" and when i told her coz to me those are not work, its like play... and i enjoy doing it... she give that kinda face and say "but when u work here, u might not have e time u know?" its like... ok..........

LSH on e other hand, seems to be impress by my busy-ness and of course i explained to them the reason why i do all those la...

seriously, i tink i need a supportive school and when i say this, somehow i know its LSH... BUT.... something is pulling me back... weecare has its advantages too... oh GOD. now what!?!?!

dilemma yet again.

2010-03-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

do i want to climb the cooperate ladder?
what do i want to do 10 years down the road?
what do i want to do 5 years down the road?
supervisor? principal? or continue to work with children? teacher?

where should i go?

to a place thats convenient, or a place that have the environment, i can bring my kids outdoor (im the very outdoor kinda teacher and i love getting my kids outta the room), i can work with little todds... or what? so many questions, uncertainties... questions... i really do not know now! :/

how am i suppose to give an answer?

dilemma

2010-03-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

God, i seriously need a solution NOW NOW NOW!

(1) LSH-NUS
love the environment, love the people, love the fact that i will be given either the toddler or the N1 class.. my ideal to work with little babies... innocent, nurturing them to be little me :p right from the beginning...
hate the pay, hate the traveling distant, hate the traveling time required. i left home at 6.15am yet was late for work... am supposed to be at work by 7.30am.. see the madness?!??! :/

(2) Weecare
dream job, love the place, love the working hours, love the curriculum, distant is in town, just a 15 mins on bus ride... (not sure abt pay thou)
hate the fact that this is a 2nd decision to be made after LSH, hate the environment... (its my problem.. studied too much, learn too much, gotten too picky with chn's environment...)

(3) Cherie Hearts?
if only................... the pay is GOOD. lol!

i cant type chinese words!!

2010-03-05T21:20:00.001+08:00

i wana blog in chinese!!!!!

what about me?

2010-02-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

if my life, is about satisfying everyone's needs, everyone's ideas.. when, who is going to listen to mine? On one hand, ppl ask me to be independent, to take charge, on another hand, everyone wants to have a say in my life.. WHAT THE F. this is not very fun, nor enjoyable.. what is enjoying the process.. it is not enjoyable when everyone wants to say, comment, suggest, and demand to be obeyed. so who are the lead? me or you or them? if the whole world wants a say, then dun ask me to decide. what's the point of deciding when in fact, my choices are not my preferred...?

seriously, its time like this where i wana stand in front of the sea and SCREAM! URGH!

randomness....

2010-02-25T01:16:00.001+08:00

check it out!

http://melvinevon.wordpress.com/

its at e side of my links too~

clarification: no, i haven cmf my wedding... and no, no proposal yet, and no, not so soon... not yet not yet, relax... lol!

Finally.....

2010-01-28T22:54:00.003+08:00

And so, I've finally cut my hair... Now I've got neat fringe, but!!! The back of my hair is so short now.. Can't even cover my breast when I bring them to the front! It was supposed to be looooonggg... Sob! Thou shall endure and not cut nor trim the back of my hair for the next 6 months!! :(

by the way, my baby mac had decided to crash on me.. Thank God I finished my work damn early and even printed everything out... Thanks Steph who had been lending me her laptop in school for me to get my work done! And thanks boyfriend who tried to help me in as many ways as he could with my brain dead mac.. :(

now, all the bad things come in a package like always... My face us beginning yo be invaded by pimples and dun ask me why.... I'm super irritated and depress now... Sobbb... And yes you are right, am blogging on my iPhone... In times lik these, thank God for iPhone....

莫名奇妙的感觉

2010-01-24T01:15:00.002+08:00

知道他结婚了，看着他和她的结婚动态影像，有一种莫名奇妙的感觉。
不是还对他有感觉，只是很突然，最后一次谈话时，没听说他有女朋友，现在却结婚了。
而切他年记比我小。。。
真的很莫名奇妙的感觉。。。

2009，我们的友情第七年纪年日。
我唯一一年忘了发简讯给他的一年，他就结婚了。

看着看着，我还真的有点。。。

心停至跳动了一下。

Cousins~

2010-01-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

had my very 1st Reunion Dinner with my lovely cousins~ its amazing how we didnt really interact much until Xiao mei's wedding.. then all the talking begin again... Xmas gathering, CNY gathering... maybe we shld have 1 gathering every month hor... :p love every single of them... :D

we headed to Seoul Garden and guess what? it was SUPER DUPER crowded to the MAXIMUM! all the china students (1 even tried to cut our Q when we were getting food), all the duno-wat-country kids, all the thai-or-whichever tourist... WAH! totally CMI! thank God tourists' lunch usually only take 1 hr... we had our peace at 2 plus... HAHH! and i realised, i DIDN'T lose the momentum to BUFFET.. seoul garden was SO satisfying!! actually i still wasn't totally full lei... but i juz tot i shld stop... heh... as usual, i was K-ing the meats and HOTDOGS!! and huipheng ate ALOT of BALLS!! mushroom balls, fish balls... whatever la.. whole pot of balls..... HAHAHH!!

tsk... i forgot to take the amount of hotdogs and meat i ate... :D

YUMMY desserts!

and we went to take NEOPRINTS!!

while waiting for Jolin & HuiPheng to design our neoprints~

and we spend another 30 mins taking silly photos with our camera... :p

send me the photos SOON gals~

Dialogue in the Dark

2010-01-21T15:50:00.008+08:00

I always tell people, that I am not afraid of death as much as losing my sights... if i lost my sights, i would rather die. I will not be able to trust, and believe in my world. I can lost my sense of hearing, or speech, but i need my sense of sight to assure me of what is happening around me.

Today, we were given the chance to experience what the visual impairments experience.. in "Dialogue in the Dark" located in Ngee Ann poly for FREE!! seriously, its a very unique experience...

Basically our tour guide is visually impair, and the 8 of us go through this whole journey in a pitch dark room, our cane, and yah... into different places... what i can remember of is a forest / park / garden, with tress, leaves, waterfall, bench to sit, hearing the sound of birds, insects, animals... and moving on to even sitting on a boat, going through Singapore River etc.. water splashing on us included!! then to the city, with atm machines, public phones, cars, bicycles, crossing the roads, store selling herbs... we even went to the cafe, bought drinks, had a chat etc... it was fun... oh... btw the whole journey was in complete darkness so im nt sure wat color is the color etc. everything is black... :)

well, certainly it gave me another insight of what their world is all about, and through this, i learn how to "see" from my heart. Its just like we dun see Jesus, but we "see" him through our heart. It takes alot of alertness, trust, and believing.. its all about feeling, if not, touch / smell / taste / hear. I'm impressed in how they live through everyday.

Frankly, throughout the whole experience, i used my sense of hearing the most, listening to the voices of my friends, trying to hear where they are etc. 2ndly, is sense of touch. but hearing is the most essential one for me. and i asked myself, since i cannot "see" Jesus, have i been listening to him as attentively? Did i try so hard to hear him, and "see" him from my heart?

well, met up with Pastor Gary after that and what else can I say except that it is truly eventful and resourceful! it is weird to say this, but i love accounting to him... He's like my mentor, and everytime I speak to him, I learn so much.. :) Thank You Pastor Gary, and of course, Thank You Boyfriend!! :) Now i'm so much clearer of what my next steps should be... so much thinking, planning, praying (hear God hear God hear God!) and enjoying every single moments of it.. =)

p/s: I'm having tummy ach and i tink its Mac that's causing it!!

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!!

Universal Studio SOON! :D

LOL Xmas!!

2010-01-13T21:44:00.004+08:00

this year, with xianli, without miyo...

TWINNY! I MISS U!!!!!!! :~(

expensive dinner... and i've lost the momentum of buffet-ing... only ate sooo little (compared to my past buffet.. lol!)

eddie was latttteeeee...

time for PRESENTS!!!

giving out presents~

receiving pressents~

i LOVE LOVE LOVE this pix... coz eddie n da jie SO HAPPY!

really love eddie... he brought his last yr xmas gift!!!

cashier for the day..

finally... PHOTOS PHOTOS AND MORE PHOTOSSSSS!!

i feel that i've also lost the momentum to blog... everything is just photos... this is BAD... might be coz of all e overdue posts... from alot of things to blog, till left a summary, and now.. nothing to blog abt.. -_- anyways, sad to say, have also lost the momentum to chiong essays.. AARRHHH!! this weekend if gg to be hectic! will post up david tao's concert post SOON!

小妹's wedding, photos by Melvin, Edited by yours truely...

2010-01-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

p/s: boyfriend, i need u to teach me more... i only remember a few functions.. now i need to revise all that i forgot... :X

lets' let the pictures do the talking... :)

happy us...

happy couple...

happy friends / family...

2010-01-11T20:16:00.004+08:00

watching ch 8 show makes me wana slap some youth to wake up their idea.. nobody teach, nobody tell them what to do.. but they themselves have to THINK for themselves too... i mean, ok... some families are really poor thing and stuffs... like, u know... but this family... i dun deny that the dad is really poor thing to have to work almost 24 hrs to earn enuff money for e family.. and what's that 15 yrs old and 13 years old girls doing... they could study, go n find a job... help with e family... and calling them "young age" is not appropriate lor... i have friends who started work at 14 years old... what are these youths doing... they can even say they know that their dad is good to them and such... and say wat grow up wana find a job and help out with the family... DO IT NOW LAH! dun cry what shit in front of the TV saying she knows how hard the dad is doing.. etc etc.. and she can even leave the hse so messy, never help out... either the TV needs to give more info, and clearer info, or that girl is juz not showing actions...

the irony thing is, one of the volunteer is also 15 years old... like SERIOUSLY! dun crap abt how sad ur dad is, how much hardship he is going through.. why dun you wake up your idea and do something???

that explains why im not in youth ministry...

p/s: if only all youths are as sensible as those who are... hhhmmm...

KL, first time EVER~

2010-01-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

seriously... KL is shopping, shopping, and MORE SHOPPING!! thank God we were staying just opposite my favourite shopping mall! its like far east plaza with all the youngster things.. its level 6 is like our 2nd level of bugis street... LOVE IT!!
started our journey on the 24th morning... poor boyfriend got a shoot...

went with aero line at 8am... breakfast was provided and so, no stopover... :)

snack too~

it was ultra silly, i tot i forgot my camera & ended up shooting alot of stuffs from mmy Iphone... :X

DAY 1

our hotel~

my 1st KL meal, nasi lemak at the so call famous Mdm Kwan..

we saw an aunty, looking quite glam, standing near the door (still in the restaurant), so we guessed that was mdm kwan... haha...!

our room!

LOVE the BIG mirror we had..

thank God for BR at KL! :D

Kim Gary that night..

DAY 2
shopping continues~

my 1st vest before picking boyfriend up..

secret recipe!

YUMMY wendys~ (i miss boston! :( )

ETUDE snowman! :D

then we had our CHRISTMAS gift exchange!

*SUPER DUPER LOVE MINE!!)

DAY 3

Kenny Rogers~

was supposed to go chinatown to walk... but it was raining cats and dogs, so we had to stay at where we were... :( and sis n bro n steph went for massage... we wanted to K... but were so tired to move anywhere... well, so before dinner, we were so bored coz were tired and lazy to walk.. boyfriend complained of hunger, and since we were bored... we stopped at Little Taiwan to rest...

YUMMY ai-yu~

boyfriend's claypot "dunowat"

and we headed to TOILET BOWL cafe! :D

He was soo creepy LAH!

O.O she peeped!!??!!

finally, thanks to steph, i found the 神奇水 for my eye! cures my eye irritation immediately!

nini tan n boyfriend fell alsp... so i enjoyed the cheeeesssecake on my own... :p

DAY 4

Yummy Kim Gary before we leave..

wanted to take a pic before we left but nini tan refuse to get up.. so we started plottttinnnggg... to....... TAO BOK her!!

finally!

dinner on board..

goodbye KL... :(

my BUYS!

I guess the hotel was quiet cheap... with international breakfast, 2 of us with queen size bed, 4D3N, $300 bucks.. not very ex right? ;)

december madness continues...

2009-12-31T11:09:00.003+08:00

and so, we went to watch the well known avatar in 3D... well, as long as boyfriend likes it... i... duno how to appreciate... :X n its amazing how all the seats can be full at many locations.. and mind u, i mean MORNING shows... these ppl really dun need to work!??! -_-" so we went to great world... still got a little seats for us... :) had BK breakfast b4 heading to avatar~

and met up with dawnnie & yimin for our xmas gathering... as usual, CS pang seh... so his xmas present can keep till e next yr again... ~.~

(not nice at all... so much vege in the meat patty.. puke... not to mention.. peas and sucky vege!)

then we head to central for desserts.. and i had the not so yummy durian sago.. :(

presents!! :D

mine!!!

and extra xmas pressie from yimin from etude! :p

and a surprise when i got home!

and nono, i still have 1 more christmas gathering to go... ;) and yes, i remembered that i haven post up LOL!'s xmas party, KL trip n more of xiaomei's wedding pic... pic pic pic... :p and as i end this entry, i shall leave u with some collage i did for my loves this Christmas... Made with love definitely earn alot of my money... :/ well, my creativity level is limited, so i need these help from professionals... ;)

continuing, my december adventures~

2009-12-30T01:00:00.007+08:00

in continuation, is our GIRL-BAND themed xmas celebration! why girl band? coz we're gg to K for the whole day.. but sadly,, premium lover wasnt able to join us.. :( and it was super unlucky... girlfriend's camera went out of batt, mine too.. love too!!! thank God for Iphone.. but quality sucks indeed... what a Christmas... :( we were all dressed up... BUT no batt! URGH!

started our day with Top One KTV... seriously... i wana get myself a white head phone.. coz majority of the MTV girls have white head phones and I WANT TO HAVE 1 TOO! :p i dun care what u gonna say.. im a wannabe can? LOL... :p

then headed to meet premium lover..

thanks GIRLFRIEND...

then chionging for KL trip but i haven gotten the full pix... so... be patient, while there's still 'shorts' themed to enjoy~ belated xmas with cousins~ ;) initially it was BLACK + SHORTS... then i became juz shorts where coincidentally, all of us wore denim shorts, while xiaomei obediently wore black + shorts.. :p we chatted till we missed our stop... was supposed to alight at newton but we ended at bishan! omg lor... reached, n huipheng couldnt find her fav stall.. walked everywhere when we finally found stall 70.. seriously... the aunty is like her best friend... LOL! she kept saying huipheng is her idol... hahaha! n so huipheng has a fan club at newton circles stall 70... lol...

see that? agnes B's dark choc!! despite the fact that i had run outta whitening kit... i still culdnt wait.... opened up the package and stole 2 to eat.. SUPER NICE LA! :X i did brush my teeth IMMEDIATELY after that!! :p

alrighty.. -.-zZ

my exciting december...

2009-12-29T15:50:00.003+08:00

December was a super busy month for me... well, it started on 5th Dec where my sch has our PTM... then on the 7th Dec was my S&D exam.. and THANK GOD, i got merit! :D YEAHNESS... i shall request to teach S&D at my new place... ;) then it was preparing to complete all the work & art portfolio at SuperLand before my last day... busy till i have to miss out Margrette Family's Christmas gathering.. :( then it was a Makeup Forever Event with girlfriend... wait till i get hold of the photos from her.. :D it was kinda boring BUT the food was good... we sat at a very strategic place where food were served to us FIRST.. so we get to eat quite alot... not forgetting complimentary drinks... my all time fav green apple vodka... ;) then i started my Christmas gathering officially... lol! met up with CY n YJ at The Cathay... our theme was supposed to be white... but... well. lets let the pictures tell u...

cy tot this was corn soup... -_-

then we got bored... so we went to bens n jerry for photo taking!!
cy was crazy... she kept laughing hilariously... for no reason... oh! yes.. for a reason... the blinking of my camera timer.. -_-

so she went out of the frame...

then she influenced jy...

who went out of frame with her... ~.~

finally... we found something to do! we had 十连拍～

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and it was presents time!! :D

and i got a happy surprise from my little darling...

then it was planning for Du Wei's sabo, and trying my sister gown... thanks to xiaomei, i get to wear a pretty pretty sister's gown.. :D i shall not reveal the full details of the games here coz i might wana use it again some time some where.. :p

her very cute tea-dress..

my fav pic with my fav girl..

following on was some crazy stunts that night coz one of our aunty got drunk.. ~.~ then it was DL candy express, Christmas event! following tightly together was Hollywood / 金马奖; Red Carpet Spectacular event with LOL (will blog with photos after i get hold of all pix coz my camera ran out of memory that night!! sob), Candy theme with The Clique...

thats where my present went to...

and lovely surprise from my little love..

and then it was girl band theme with girlfriend, premium lover & love.. same thing, will blog with pix aft i get hold of photos... coz camera LOW BATT~~!!

then was KL trip.. and today's meetup with my cuzzens... themed shorts! will blog again tonight.. :D

yeahness...

2009-12-01T19:13:00.001+08:00

goodbye to all my love...

2009-11-30T20:09:00.003+08:00

i was super angry a few hours ago, but now, my anger had went down...

she called me at 6pm, blasting me, scolding me, saying im super irresponsible! that im a relief teacher tats why i CANNOT take off for camp, and should be around since she has approved all the main teachers' leave.. im not only a relief teacher, im just a part-timer LEH! what the hell. she said she dun remember me taking off... saying i DID not tell her... saying she remembered me taking only 3rd, 4th, 5th... like what the HELL. since when sia... 5th!??!?? SATURDAY!?!? PTM!?!?!?! i can take off? SURE I WILL! then when i told her 5th is a PTM.. she say oh.. en shld be wed and thurs and fri.. OK. since she say so... then I SHALL take off on thurs and fri LOR... and study for my speech and drama... FUCK ASS LAH! I dun get paid when i took off lei... and she said i shld not go for camp when im already working there... i should keep my priorities right.. the problem is i asked her before taking leave, before promising to go for camp.. WHAT THE FUCK! and she went on and on and on about how bad i had been, how irresponsible i had been.. and what the fuck ass i had been.. oh wells, to think i wanted to give up my 23rd dec plan for her... sorry, i could have juz told her im NOT gg to work from tomorrow onwards.. but FINE, i shall turn up at work and leave on the 18th dec, then i can happily dress up for my x'mas gatherings from the 21st to the 22nd to the 23rd and my KL trip! and rest all the way~ lalalallalal.... whatever the FUCK!

the only reason im staying is for my N1B... :( ill surely miss them very badly... sob...

lack of posts.. why?

2009-11-29T23:42:00.004+08:00

okie... for the lack of posts... im super overloaded!! :(

anyways, i had an interesting week...

on friday, i met up with STITCH family...
- @ City Hall
- Raffles City
- Wanted to have Plaza Market's Buffet but they were closed for event
- Walk to City Link
- To Suntec
- Had Xin Wang Taiwan
- Walk through City Link, went into Ztyle
- Took 171
- Rained
- Went to Far East Plaza
- Bought a toga jumper at DOTTI
- Then to Holland V for LOL! gathering
- Wala-wala to chill
- HK Cafe @ River Valley for supper!

on sat, met up with cousins for sister dress + MORE shopping!
- @ City Hall
- Raffles City
- Walk to City Link
- To Suntec
- Had Xin Wang Taiwan
- Walk through City Link, went into Ztyle
- Took 171
- Rained
- Went to Far East Plaza
- Bought many clothes at DOTTI
- Went to ION

(see the similarity?) lol!

Outing with STITCH Family...

LOL! 1st anniversary....

with cousins...

and what have i bought?

yes u're right... i totally went out of control!!

anyways am feeling rather sick now..

PRAY!

i need to go for DL camp! :(

cough cough

2009-11-18T21:48:00.002+08:00

i remembered Miyo's recent title:

再咳!再咳!我要咳死了！

yes... me too... :( totally voiceless too... sob.. anyway did a shoot with melvin lee and his cute bro.. who totally turned shy when girlfriend looked at him... LOL! anyways, lil photos bt not bad.. hmm.. i supposed?

my life is full of dilemma... URGH! and oh.. i wana do uniform shoot soon.. GIRLFRIEND~ can u hear my cry~~~ LOL!!

weekends are gone b4 u realised it...

2009-11-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

so saturday was supposed to be getting work done.. bt not much were done... anyways, went for ferline's 21st late at night...

then we took family portrait... its the man, his 1st wife, 2nd wife, mistress, sit-on-lap secretary, and maid @ home.. guess our roles!

trust me... we took lots more than these.. but those contains at least 1 person blurred... so above are those whereby EVERYONE is clear~ lol!!

went home n watched 不能说的秘密... interesting show.. that last till 4am.. still had insomnia aft tt!! but ya... stick to our plan.. woke up at 6plus... went for mac breakfast en head down for service, and DL! it was fun... not too bad.. my energy lasted till now!

anyway, juz threw away a pair of white boots coz e fake leather are tearing... n its "mouth" opened... gg to throw another pair of brown boots too coz e fske leather is also tearing and i can forsee its mouth widening very soon... is this a sign of telling me to head down to HK soon for more good deals boots? :p

am so excited for xmas! am so tired by juz thinking about my week... speech & drama on monday & tuesday, jamming n meetup on wed... meeting pastor pete on thurs (tats my only available day) n rehearsals as usual on fri... *yawn* i hate misplacing my stuffs n i juz realized i had... gonna find it b4 i sleep...

Santa Clause is coming... to town~

2009-11-14T12:45:00.007+08:00

MERRY XMAS!!

ok... too early!... aaahahhhahah! but anyways, many many xmas gatherings coming up!! i've got at least 14 gifts exchange in total.. ranging from $15 bucks to $25 bucks... so xmas starts early for me... starting from NOW! i shld be hunting already~ and since i got (till this time) 14 gifts exchange, ill receive at least 14 gifts too!! (i didnt include boyfriend and those who didnt "make reservation for a date") HAHHA!!

ok... and so, i shall make a wish list!! :D

(1) cute camera bag sold at iluma (the push cart on 1st floor)
(2) Anklet with apple or star design (im suddenly very into stars and apples! LOL)
(3) Necklace with name (Evon or Gladys) (http://www.babylynn.com/images/nametag6.jpg)
(4) Necklace with APPLE pendant (told u im into apple nowadays, and preferred apple to stars)
(5) super BLING watch (only watch... lol)
(6) NUM vouchers! (since i wanted to get a japan series tank top)
(7) MADE WITH LOVE vouchers! (http://www.madewithlove.com.sg/) *CAPITAL LAND VOUCHERS*
(8) Make Up For Ever Professional vouchers! (coz i wanted to get some lip [501 nude] + cheek stuffs) *SEPHORA VOUCHERS*
(9) CASH! which might seems too... weird, so VOUCHERS!!!
p/s: please dun get redundant stuffs like things that cannot be used, only can see.. UNLESS its Kuromi.. LOL!

speaking of which... i went back to Make Up For Ever Professional to do my make-up 3 times after MSI 09.. well, i had to admit that i didnt use my MSI 08 vouchers at all coz.. they did quite a .... "scary job" for... well, me. evyone said im better off w/o makeup... -_-" but MSI 09, done by Helen Wong (she's super gorgeous!), she did such a great job that i MUST go back n use my vouchers! according to Xianli, Yanti Huang was great too when she did hers during the photoshoot... went back once, n was done by Wan Yin for Sheila's wedding and twice by Herddie Norman for some random photoshoot with boyfriend... hmm... maybe coz Eddie was much extroverted... so spoke to him more.. n he seems more approachable! love e makeup they did for me... :) will definitely look for Eddie to do all my make-up from now.. fyi, its $70++ ;)

MSI 09 by Helen Wong

Sheila's Wedding by Wan Yin

2nd photoshoot by Eddie

conducted the last bday for my class... the baby of the class: Darren Nathan! (he might be a relative of our president!)

(love this pix, coz i look thin and having a good hair day! LOL)

(yes! thats my "LOVE X infinity" class~)

i know im outdated, but still CONGRATS MAYDAY and i miss concerts!!

its so tiring nowadays that i dun even have e energy to blog... all my posts are weekly instead of daily! haven did comments for PTM, memorize my script, start on my photo collage coz i have chn leaving end of e mth whom i wana give, action research... and the list goes on.................................................................

my dream...

2009-11-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

yesterday, in the mist of headach + giddiness + cant really breath well... i had a dream...

i look out of the door and was surprise to see 3 ppl standing ere for a long time alrdy... in my mind i was tinking "this 3 ppl siao one.. stand outside my hse for so long duno for what" bt b4 i culd comment on it.. i walked to the door n i was shocked to see ade, flik n miyo!

me: OIE! what uall doing here?!?
flik: to surprise u!
me: siao ah! today is ade's bday.. surprise me for wat!?! (it IS really ade's bday today)
ade: yah!! my bday, so we're here to surprise u!"
me: -_-""?!?

so i opened e door n went out to em.. n my void deck became SUPER spacious and BIG... me n many ppl including em sit in a circle... playing some games.. talking.. etc etc...

next scene

i was on bus 970 very late at nite... very dark... n i was feeling super super tired... so i put down my bags n evything beside me... en i look outta e window n tot "eh, this busstop might have 75.. can go hme..." so i got down.. n OH SHIT! evything still on the bus! so i ran super fast after e bus... i really ran alot! the bus went 2 stops.. en u-turn.. n i saw it gg to e interchange.. i ran n ran n ran.. n i need to cross this super big drain... which u can actually jump to e middle metal thing n jump again to be opposite... but im very lousy, so most probably i cant.. but i had to! coz i need to run for the bus for all my things... so i JUMPED! n i slipped... n b4 i fell, i grab e metal thing n e grass on e opposite side.. i wanted to cry alrdy! i was super scare tt ill fall.. e metal thingy is super slippery... i tried to stand up but i slipped again n kneel on it.. i wana shout but my voice became very shaky n soft... im so scare tt i cried till i cant breath... bt i was also trying to shout "help me!!" en someone came n drag me up to e other side.. i tried to catch my breath.. n i saw my bus turning into e interchange, n stopping.. so i got my breath.. n i said to e person who helped me "gimi ur no. ill give u a treat sometime later.. i need to catch e bus to take back my things!" so she shoved me a name card.. i opened my bag to put it in.. !!! my bag is with me???! (in my dreams, i really had this reaction) en i tot "ok whatever... i still got other things.. run for e bus 1st!" n in e mist of running to e bus... i look at e name card.. n wow!! she's a super capable woman... some big position... en is MSI winner of some year also.. like quite a no. of awards too tt kind...

finale~

n when i told my boyfriend abt this...

he said: "wow! ur whole life is being summarized in juz a dream..."
me: o.O?
boyfriend: ur life is filled with friends (LOL!) & gatherings & surprises... falling down... chasing buses... forgetting things... pageants...
me: oh ya hor! -_-"

finally, the long awaited concert!

2009-11-01T12:48:00.004+08:00

and so, before i flood the page with my concert photos, let me fill u with xiaomei's 21st on sunday... :)

(her boyfriend blew 100+ balloons for her!!)

and her sister made a LOVE for her... ;)

she's juz like my little sister... cant wait for her wedding in dec!! :)

and b4 its filled with my lovely kids, let me do a fast update of my meetup with the girls... :) had turkish food since vivi wants something exotic!

now.......................................................... CONCERT TIME!!

1st full dress in school... :D

BERNICE! teacher sue + teacher miyo contributed the idea of the tee! thank God for them lots~

the ROCK vs the DEMURE

the love..

the astronauts (look how nice their eye makeup were! teacher miyo drew them.. and i love it!!)

the soccer champions!!

the superstars~

and the ACTUAL CONCERT!!!

left with 2 little engineers~ so sad... didnt manage to tk a full pic with them.. :(

see my little caden so cute!

my lovelie had graduated!! :(

didnt managed to take a pic with joshua... sob...

lunch + more camwhore!

"we" representing our class.. :D

this year concert is the worst i had... did everything till 12am.. got home at 1am.. i was feeling really xing ku by then alrdy... woke up... lao sai non-stop... and menses is killing me too... thank God no diarrhea during the concert... but i duno why, i was feeling like super weak.. when i was holding e door for my kids to exit... i really bth, n not realizing it, my hands gave way... n my kids nearly got "kiap"... -_-" wats worst, i was super pissed with those bitches who only bitch ard... tinking they are the queen... cant even lift a finger to push some things down, or carry little things.. i told myself i had done enuff n im not gg to do anything yesterday aft e concert.. bt i saw teacher sue carrying n helping, i felt bad... coz i love her... so i went to carry abit too... but i can feel like im gg to collapse... bt still ok... n when eileen came back to tell us what she heard... i juz broke down... damn pissed... n 莫老师 said one thing so right.. 大人没大量, duno how to set example... they tink they china ppl very high class meh (seriously out of all those cheena, i only witness 莫老师 and 方老师 helping yesterday) at least carry ONE thing.. also is help.. stand their n eat shit only... and the class with most props? DIDNT EVEN HELP PUSH ONE SINGLE THING! she tink she is a queen...? and from today onwards, ill NOT help her with ONE single thing... i dun care what u tink of me... bt its really overboard! mdm lee helped her with all the props and when things go wrong, she says "oh i duno.. mdm lee make them" WTH... n she even reject some of the things ppl ALRDY MAKE AND FINISHED!! she herself not present AT ALL during the props making.. only open her mouth... talk and talk.. what this what that... go back to her India better...

whats worst... i got home... n continue my diarrhea session... :( felt kinda giddy.. wana vomit... n therefore, told pastor pete i cant serve today.. its the start of the new session!!!!! :( seriously i felt really bth now... tats y i took really long to post... ~.~ bt ok... ill survive!

all in all, my kids were so lovely... actually is ALL the kids!!! no tears yesterday morning~! :D

p/s: teacher sue's bro ask her how come i so young can be teacher.. -_-" and xiaomei's friends say im her younger cousin.. -_-"" got so kua zhang anot... maybe i shld cut bangs again en can look even younger.. HAH! =D

weekly rants

2009-10-24T14:21:00.004+08:00

ok, putting aside all the irritating things that happen in this week, i shall blog about the happy things! :) started rehearsing on monday...

i love this boy... but everyone hates him... :X

met up with xianli and eileen for steamboat too... not nice... :( had a good time laughing (at xianli) and had a good long chat with eileen after a long time... overall, it was stress-reliving...

on wed, met up with xianli again for durian buffet!! but they had changed the pricing, and the promo to 25% instead of 50%! :( it was only at the later time then my sis told me merchant court still has 50%, and also has buffet!! :( URGH! nvm... but im sad coz i had only 2 and a half bowls!! sob... 1st time i had 3 bowls, 2nd time 4 bowls... m target was 5 bowls!! but but but... SOOOOOBBBBB~~~! nonetheless, time with xianli is always GREAT! and silly... heh!

look what xianli did... -_-

and this is what she did again... -_-"

at least i added chips.. :p

her healthy dish..

MINE!! pretty ones...

and after a week of waiting, the clothes came.. and u tell me, this look like rockstar? well, not my standard at least... -.o

REJECTED ALL!

went to sanrio fair... and this is (ARE) what i got!

peek-a-boo!

tats me!

and the others!

:D and twinny got me this!

i like!! coz its pink and its white and its transparent~ ;)

2009-10-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

rants for the week...

2009-10-18T17:18:00.002+08:00

wow! this week is a week full of emotions... and of course, tireness! -_-

well, started e week feeling kinda irritated at work, reason is simple.. my concert item is very screwed up... and im feeling so overloaded that i totally heck the costume thing.. with that kinda budget, what u wan me to do? first i wanted superstar, then someone took it b4 me (thanks twinny for reminding me abt that) then, i choose the song "Reach" where i can either do pageant style (easy to get clothes, dress like princess n prince with sashes and tiaras) OR cheerleading style, but she reject, saying the song no link with the theme (dream) wth... no link meh? open ur eyes and look at the lyrics! reaching for the stars, perseverance no link!?!

ended up i use "Thank thing you do" she say GOOD! -_- ok.. so i dress my kids as ROCKstars lor... so what does rockers wear? something cool n black right? now that superstar is wearing all black too... ok.. TELL ME! now what? they superstar dress like rockstar... then i rockstar.. do what shit u tell me? a bunch of crap. what irritates me most is she choose 101 times, n tell me "i got nothing to choose" EXCUSE ME! there are like more than 3 sets that she's choosing... that i CANNOT say i want, coz she IS still choosing... then coming to tell me "i got nothing to choose from" and I, really got NOTHING, like NOTHING completely NOTHING! WTH. of course i respect her as my mentor still, but this thing is really pissing me off big time. so what do i do, i completely heck care lor...

and there was another time, where my kids got only 1 table, 8 seats to sit during lunch, n i tell u, i got 18 children. u tink they can SQUEEZE into that 1 table? mind u... its supposed to be a 6 seaters.. i already squeeze to be 8 seaters... so u tink can still make it into a 18 seaters?!?! the school is pissing me off big time too.. i cant bear to see my kids sleeping at the hall every afternoon.. they dun even have a proper classroom to sleep in! whats worst, sometimes they even need to share mattress! WTH u tell me...

btw fyi, the song i originally chose "Reach" is now the finale song... really la... she's juz making things difficult for me.. URGH!.

i used to LOVE gg to work.. now i hated it! i hate the fact that i offer to work at 7.30am, and taking temperature for all the chn became my job.. i hated it! n now i juz refused to sit outside coz its super HOT n air-less... and now with kynan getting HFM, im sure she will ask me to check their palms, feet, mouth, take temperature... OUTSIDE the school... cmi... HATE it. well, i totally siam it everytime i see my kids come... i hated that part... well, i used to not minding it.. but when one by one, uall piss me off... i can be really calculative.

anyway, celebrated Deepavali last friday..

went for Lcell, learnt a new song with actions... cool... :) my teachers are so creative with actions!

Os coming, and im not ready.. im so dead! >.<

energized? not...

2009-10-12T22:46:00.003+08:00

i wanted to sleep at 10pm... but i duno how i ended here at 11pm! ok.. my body is dying and i need to sleep badly... >.< a simple update, acted as a nerd in e morning for DL, and i forgot to tk a pic of myself!! haix... went to Li Fern & Cong Seng's solemnization in the afternoon.. the couple is also teachers of DL, n coincidently, boyfriend and i attended e same BYSY with them! and then, home to change.. and to Jialing's 21st! the thing is, i forgot to take any pic there too... so juz some photos to share, during the solemnization... :)

Ethan, sister cynthia's son..

goodnight world~

replenish my energy!

2009-10-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

seriously i do not know what is making me so tired... everynight ill end up nearly falling asleep while walking.. im really that tired... n im not exaggerating! really walk like falling..! -_- i do not know why thou... and so met up with YJ n CY on thurs.. didnt tk any pic coz CY says she's not pretty that day... ~.~ n she's super! she had her wisdom tooth extraction the very day... n she talk n eat as normal... she says completely no pain... O.O! i was super traumatized during my time n i can still feel it now!! the traumatize feel haven even subside aft a year... and i duno if i have the courage to go for it again in 2 mths time!! >.<

went to hort park on friday.. and b4 we went, my kids kept saying "hort park very hot one hor..." n i really mean they kept saying! -_-

love the teachers... love the kids!

the small boy... on the big big field..

duno why my eyes look so small... -_-

ill make him love me.. LOL!

really love my kids, and im gg to miss them for sure.. i kinda know what i wana do after i grad, and i even have e ppl whom i can include in mind.. :X ay... these are my friends whom i see their capabilities and how i can work with them! well, i hope my plans will work out... drafted it out juz now.. and there's indeed lotsa research for me to do b4 i can start on my proposal! tomorrow is a real busy day... DL > Li Fern's solomization > Jialing's 21st! 1 day gone... i need to get down to complete my research proposal, print it out etc, need to memorize my drama piece, research on e 3 writers, read my grade 3 - 6 theories and put them in my own words making my own set of notes, practice keyboard, get my kids' musical instruments, get their costumes done, blah blah blah blah..

i've decided! after Halloween, im gonna get my itouch and start researching for my GOAL's plan... :D

but for now, i gotta pack for tml coz i've got a nerdy role to act, wedding to go to, and a beach-wear theme party to attend! -_-"

still as hectic~

2009-10-07T22:48:00.004+08:00

and so, (with the help of love n teacher eileen) i finally finished packing all the books and art folio for this semester to be send home tml!! ~.~ super urgh! am feeling kinda irritated over her decisions in managing the concert... 1st my song was rejected, n now used for the finale, then budget for the costumes.. i dun care la.. im nt gg to find anything... juz go n custom make it... -_- what more can i do to 3 year olds in juz merely a month?

anyway met up with LOL on monday.. and da jie gave us a surprise!! i had a hard time trying to prevent myself from tearing.. LOL! let the pictures do the talking..

and some outdated photos from lantern festival celebration!

and i had this very nice snack on tuesday.. :D

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2009-10-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

somebody please send me the mp3 for this song... evonwoo@gmail.com PLEASE? ;)

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my happening week!

2009-10-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

its been a super long week... and i didnt even have time to blog at all! sob.. where is my an entry a day? well, if u have like an hr to load all the photos, and another hr to read my blog, then you can go ahead.. if u have no time, i suggest u click the "cross" at the right top corner.. :X anyways, here i start... so what have i done for the week aft spoof?

Monday was the final leap for statistics... most hated! i tink im gonna score real badly... :( doesnt know the answers to alot of the questions.. sob! and so, after that we went shopping for chn's day present and did some photoshoot thingy for boyfriend, with lovelies... :)

(which i do not have the photos yet coz girlfriend gave me a file with no photos.. LOL!)

Tuesday was just simply work and more work.. but this year was better... set up the stage for chn's day and we ended quite early, simply coz nesh n e rest had already decor it on monday, so tuesday wasnt left with too much to do... :D

Wednesday was THE DAY! we wore our sch uniforms to superland!! SUPER CUTE LA! :D its a day for CHILDREN!!

Darren's very nice breakfast... which im wishing for too~

love my Caden!

Bernice!

Teck Yang so cute!

i caught them holding hands!!

Stephy

Ren Hao

Caden falling asleep in the mist of the performance!

anyway for performances, its all by the kids... but coz the chn performing are far toooo many... i got lethargic, and chn were getting lethargic too.. below are some of those performing, with videos! :)

Joshua's lion dance drum roll~

new boy trying on Joshua's drum

forgot her name.. :X

super pretty janice the 1st 郭美美

Inez's chinese dance..

Selina

Jolene the 2nd 郭美美

Anna the 3rd 郭美美

Charlene's 大长今 (i only knew it when boyfriend said it is..)

Siew Woo

Amanda

Ai Qi is GOOD!

K2 - Percussion Ensemble

K2 - Superstar!

K2 - Bollywoods moves~

N2 - Mengzhi's solo

N2 - Riko!

managed to tk pix with evyone except Teacher Jiaxin.. :( she was too busy taking care of the new boy and his daddy... sob.. and it was mad rush... i was supposed to be doing manicure and tatoo (plus face painting which was not supposed to be) for the kids.. but some teachers are simply too lazy.. all they did was stayed downstars IN the classroom only.. and so, not much chn upstairs.. i only did for my class b4 e celebration, Teacher Eileen's class, PG and the K2s... the rest, they didnt come up.. n before we left, we juz kept grabbing teachers to take pictures! hah!

Teacher Jessica is VERY photogenic!

and girlfriend and me had to rush to sch at 12pm... was too lazy, so we ended up calling love, only to find out tt she is still at her hse's busstop when its alrdy 12 plus... omg.. told her she sure late, and managed to cheat her into taking cab tgt... HAHAH!
reached sch real early.. n continued taking pix with girlfriend!! n it really look like some last-day-of-school kinda pictures, in school... haha!

and since its last day of sch, it meant CELEBRATION!! girlfriend, premium, love and me went for YUM CHA dim sum buffet... the food is not bad, but the service, or rather the lady who served us was damn _@#*#)(@*$)(#@*. we ordered food, she kept insisting that we surely cannot finish, asked us dun order so much.. the thing is HOW SHE KNOW WE CANNOT FINISH! n seriously i can lor.. but i HATE to wait... if i stop, ill feel so sian to eat aft tt... and wats more... when i asked for my 叉烧酥 she said "你们还要啊，我以经拿两盘给你们了" and kept insisting that she brought to us when i said no.. until i (*)(! i even told her i nv even tasted any of their 叉烧.. she still insisted!! till i turned and said "WOW! NEW KIND of 叉烧酥! i nv even taste b4 if i had alrdy eaten.." what the heck... so what if she DID bring it over.. i cant have the 3rd plate? and at the end of e day... i ordered somemore food which NEVER CAME... WTH. super URGH! the next time i go, i DUN CARE i want the food means i want the food... well, i dun remember seeing their food wastage sign anyway... URGH!

the 叉烧酥.

cant get enough!

observe love... she's up to no good...

(saw that!!?!??! she wrapped her unfinished food!!!)

and so, after eating, went walking aimlessly... and ended up tking somemore photos b4 we parted...

wanted to act ah lian.. but looking at girlfriend... I CANT HELP IT!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA~~~~

met LOL, and saw da jie after SUPER LONG! i had to wait till that day b4 passing her the Vday card... now u know how long i haven seen her... they had dinner... and we presented the presents!

da jie opens her present... and slowly see her transform, and go crazy!!

we cannot ta han her!!

and miyo opens hers...

and then we headed to West Coast to take lantern, play with candles, and bubbles!! Flik went to change his slippers and we ended up trying to hide from him.. but with all the trees... HOW TO HIDE! lol... shld have hid within the playground equipments.. lol! and after that, we crazily shared a cup of sprit... thats LOL! either we share 1 durian, (i mean 1 fruit inside not the 1 BIG one with lotsa fruits in it) or we share some other stuffs... LOL! unity.. HHAHAHAHHAHA!!! and da jie sent me home... was good (for me) coz we get to really talk.. and im glad that we.... really talk... ahahah! it was.. a good talk afterall.. ;)

Thursday was a Holiday for me.. went for keyboard lesson and learn something new again... very chim thou... im still struggling now.. >.< cant face vera on tues! :/ and went to settle my bursary stuffs after that... all settled now!! :D

Friday work starts as usual... and im super sad over my pay... URGH! all cause of statistics!!! i didnt work for many days (week) and ended up with very little pay!! :( sob... ended up still broke after payday...

Saturday started work super early! party at 9am, was asked to be there at 8.30am... being gan jiong, and dad decided to send me, i reached at 8am... and thank God i did, the host came at 8.30am.. and i was alrdy putting up the balloons... if nt ill feel very panicky and gan jiong! LOL! overall was good, the enjoyed themselves.. BUT the payee of the cheque was written wrongly!! thank God girlfriend took it out, if nt i wouldnt have seen it... so i sms-ed e host again.. and thank God she's ok... n will come down to change on tuesday... >.< thank God!! was supposed to be at moonfeast @ esplanade with steph but boss didnt come down... so i had to stayed on for the next party.. n its super madness la... i mean they were nice people... but a little gal kinda vomited (very little) at the ball pit... sob.. so we had to close it... then they extended another 30 mins... from 5pm to 5.30pm.. BUT at 6pm.. the ARE still ard! and their kids were still eating at the table! we couldnt really pack up... -_-zZ at 6.30pm.. THEY STILL SIT THERE AND TALK and the kids still run ard! WAH LAU! n we cannot mop the whole place! i really bth.. so i juz mop the circumference which i can, and on my way out to change the water, i offed the lights for the play area... and finally when i came back, they were leaving... -_-"

and finally today... i can blog.... had been trying to edit photos using lightroom... personally i find it easier to use than photoshop... hhmm... anyway went al meen for lunch with charm.. like FINALLY~ was a good catch-up session and al meen even had "student disc card!" lol... so now.... u know what i've been doing for the week?

p/s: photos from Kushin-Bo, the SUPER YUMMILICIOUS jap buffet!

cleared!

the innocent guy being pushed in by his friend to take e pix with us... LOL

and 1 hr is nt enuff for me to gobble ALL the food! :( need to go back again! :D

my love catching air... premium remaining calm, i getting sian (bt try to act enthu to be encouraging) while girlfriend stole a shot of us!

i love girlfriend! who helped us get these!!

:D

goodbye~

hello!!

spoof! spoof! spoof!!!

2009-09-27T20:29:00.005+08:00

spoof is over.. thou i didnt like commit alot alot in it in a way, juz had 2 rehearsals, and ta dah! 3 shows!! but i really love being in Chn Ministry~ its so super fun! parents even commented that we're TCS quality! LOL!! and we're like TCC's high five!! anyways i love being a flower... ok.. anyways, its my 1st.. now 3 times on stage... praising, and worshiping God.. quite fun, and I LOVE THE STAGE! :D am excited for e revamp starting next month... gg to be with Pastor Peter, gonna miss Pastor Pris for a mth coz i think she will be gg to PL... change is good, and im shy... i hope Pastor Peter makes small talk with me... HAHAHHAHA! :X

anyway i was so stupid! i waited at my busstop for bus to vivo, to take 80 to PL... and guess what, i waited from 5.45am to 6.25am!!! WHAT THE (&*&#P&P*! no cabs, no bus.. URGH! coz 1st bus was 6.25am for 65, and 6.40 for 855... WAH LAU! _@#*(*(*()* what makes things worst was when my 65 is turning into interchange, 80 was turning out... -_- so i need to wait another time.... WAH LAU! ended up reaching at 7.30am instead of 7am.. was SO guilty!

anyway pastor Melvin is so... like boyfriend... the personality, the character, the pattern.. but... i observed and observed and observed... n realised Pastor Mel is much more fiercer... when he say "NO PEEPING!" so stern... n... fierce... i duno he really angry, or juz simply scolding, n telling e kids off... hhmm... haven seen boyfriend scold kids b4... juz throwing tantrums only.. :X (i hope he dun sees this) oh wells, in any case, i can even feel boyfriend behind Pastor Mel... X.X n no... i didnt fall in love with him... its juz the feeling... not that kinda feeling!! its e feel of boyfriend... no.. erm.. ah! ayyyaaaa... its e feeling laaa.. ayayayayyaa... ahh... forget it.. 越描越黑.. -_-"

and so, i took a really cool bus 80, it looks like this...

i dun like it thou.. all e seats were facing sides... hhmm... what style is that!?! i was hoping SIA style if ey want coz i saw it, and it was soooo comfy~

no grp pix thou... coz sister rainne took it n was blurred... I WANT TO CHANGE CAMERAAAAAAA!!!! (anybody wana buy my camera so tt i can buy a new one? lol)

tml's stats test... am supposed to chiong hme after spoof... ended up at vivo finding tatoo for chn's day, went to daiso... ended up spending an hr ere... saw osim, spend more time.. got hme, still not motivated.. and now, i haven revised... nini tan, u dun need jump down... i go jump down 1st ba... >.<"

p/s: at spoof, i went hunting for my gloves... n totally panick!! coz e show is starting... and when i turned to chiong to search another time, miaofang called out "EVON! in ur back pocket la!" -_-" i tink its the time of the morning... ~.~

spoof!

2009-09-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

100% salvation! if DL-PL today can happen, Adam can do it too!! tomorrow, we awaits for MORE miracle!!! ;)

Kiss

2009-09-25T18:01:00.004+08:00

i remember there was once when i watched this MV countless times n flood my house.. love e song, love e concept, love e love they had... and after many many years, i watched it again, i covered my eyes at the same part again, and still, i flood my house again...

if you're the girl, what will you do?
if you're the guy, what will you do?

meet up after uncontable months / years?

2009-09-24T02:48:00.005+08:00

i love meeting up.. especially with those who can crap... i miss them... miss those times when we talk n talk n talk in class... copy notes only to realized that we dun even know what we're copying at e end of e lesson.. LOL! miss those times when we sit in e lib trying to act hardworking, only at e end of e day, we only chit chat and didnt study anything afterall.. LOL! miss those time when we were alrdy near the lecture hall but backed out and went to co-op to buy tibits then sit at blk 72, to eat n chat till lecture ends, n go hme.. LOL! miss those times when we gossip abt those gossiping abt those gossiping about us... miss the countless assignments we did together where it got me so pissed off with some ppl that i juz simply leave her name outta e assignment.. miss the crazy times when we went to sentosa with someone i totally dislike, but was cheated in going.. (i remembered tt time so clearly!) miss all the times we spent together... speaking of which, i was sucha bad girl... HAH! either ill be anywhere talking but not the lecture hall, or ill be at e clubhse.. LOL! totally cmi.. and these are e ppl who kept me company when im nt in e clubhse... LOL! how i wish i could turn back time... and this is the 1st time where we had "full" strength! its always juz e 3 of us, or e 3 of us... HAH! never e 4 of us... and so... I'M SOOOOO HAPPY TONIGHT! :D handed siao eh's super duper overdue xmas present coz he ps us! and also our belated bday present (we're all may/june/july babies! lol)

and im trying very very hard to learn this song.. but its so... difficult! :(

another day of loving stats coming up... and rehearsals at PL aft tt... PL!!?!?!!? its like soooooooo far... :( and this weekend is gg to be a crazy weekend for me! and she is still not here yet which makes me totally irritated! and im soo looking forward to chn's day! LOL!!

2009-09-23T17:32:00.002+08:00

If you chew gum on a regular basis, please consider the following:

1. Chewing gum causes unnecessary wear and tear of the cartilage that acts as a shock absorber in your jaw joints. Once damaged, this area can create pain and discomfort for a lifetime.

2. You use eight different facial muscles to chew. Unnecessary chewing can create chronic tightness in two of these muscles, located close to your temples. This can put pressure on the nerves that supply this area of your head, contributing to chronic, intermittent headaches.

3. You have six salivary glands located throughout your mouth that are stimulated to produce and release saliva whenever you chew. Producing a steady stream of saliva for chewing gum is a waste of energy and resources that could otherwise be used for essential metabolic activities.

4. Most chewing gum is sweetened with aspartame. Long term use of aspartame has been closely linked with cancer, diabetes, neurological disorders, and birth defects.

5. If your gum isn't sweetened by aspartame, it is probably sweetened by sugar. Sugar is most likely the single greatest dietary cause of chronic health problems like cancer, heart disease, diabetes, and emotional disorders.

The next time you think about chewing gum, please remember the price that your body pays for it.

OMG! after boston, i chew more than 5 gums per day.. am i going to die soon!?!?!?!?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :(

i want to 提灯笼! :(

self proclaimed school uniform party coming up! SOOO EXCITING! :D

For you alone.....

2009-09-21T21:41:00.004+08:00

watching 唐心风暴 now is such a.... not happy event... coz its all about quarrels... haix... i tink im too emo over juz a show... well, i know ill be out till late from tues to thurs, so i had finished watching all abt 常在心 and Alfred... i know i know.. its juz a show... bt i flood my living room with my tears once again... -_-" if i knew it would be such ending.. i wouldnt wana watch... :( speaking of which... i tink im quite sadist... i like to get emo n cry.. HAHAHAH! ok... anyway tats my image... i can only be emo n not sexy.. oh did i mention tt girlfriend can be reallllllyyy seeexxxxyyy~~~ especially when she dance e pole dance right in front of me... wooooooo~~ damn sexy~ LOL!! :X ok... im getting crappy.. anyway i haven stayed home soo much for months... from fri straight aft work to tonight.. i only went out for church on sunday from morning till aftnun.. other than that, i have been home!! and being home had proven to be bad for my diet plans... i juz munch non stop.. thank God evything was cleared... so today, i got nothing to snack on... LOL! n so i let my fingers run tru e keyboard as promised... did some drama but still cant remember e words... :( n i have no idea why JLC seems soooo difficult to remember! i kept missing sentences! URGH! >.<

ok... tml is another 书包太重 day... laptop, textbook, tons of notes... -_-"

and im super URGH for still not being able to play this! :(

this was the song playing, which i cried out really badly for you... it was one of the duno-how-many times i cried out to God... asking him why things happened... asking him why isit you, why isit me, why isit us... there are many questions in my head.. till now, i have not gotten any answers... but im no longer questioning him.. because i know i need to remember that everything happens for a reason.. its becoz of u, that i gain from others.. sometimes we lost something, and we gained something else... well, you will still be who u are in my heart... juz that now, i've grown.. to be someone better... becoz i learn to love those who love me.. i learn to treasure those ard me more... i learn to be sensitive to others more... i learn to live evyday like my last days with those i love... i learn to be a better lover, a better friend... and i begin to see clearer... who are the ones who stood by me, who believed in me, who by 1 eye contact, i know they care.. who accepted me for who i am... even when they know my past... so i no longer cry out to God, i no longer question him... i no longer blame myself... because i know, that He has plans...

p/s: this is the best youtube i can find for e song... lol!
the next one was this guy playing on e guitar n singing.. erm.. not the perfect sight, bt he's quite good.. but ok.. think looking at kids might be better aftall? ;)

You are the Peace that guards my heart
My help in times of need
You are the Hope that leads me on
And brings me to my knees
For there i find You waiting
And there i find relief
So with all of my heart i'll worship
And unto You i'll sing

For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we worship and adore You
Father we long to see Your face
For You alone deserve all glory
For you alone deserve all praise
Father we love You
And we worship You this day

i'm damn HARDWORKING!

2009-09-20T17:06:00.004+08:00

i'm loving statistics!!
and so, starting from saturday, i had been doing statistics! thanks to steph and ada, i kinda understood e concepts... with only 2 doubts i need to clear... other than that, i had completed all the questions from Chpt 9, 10 and 16!! :D and so, tonight i can concentrate on memorizing / typing out my drama piece, tomorrow on memorizing HARD for my poem and n JLC and hopefully let me fingers run on my keyboard, plus do some English Os work... very fruitful holiday i had... *gives myself a pat* and wats more, im loving my stay at Chn's Ministry~ everyone is so "me" so FUN! HAHHAHA! FUNNY i would say... :D stepping out my comfort zone, standing in front of near to 100 chn can be scary... but well, who am i to say im scare.. superland has more than 100 kids! but ya.. dancing in front of them can be scary still... ill stay strong! and stand firm! ;) "disciplined a group of P4 & 6 today for e 1st time... i hope they dun hate me... but coz they kept playing when Brother Teng Hong was teaching in front.. and i did warn them but ey take it as im joking.. so yah... i hope ey dun hate me! >.<

anyway, song for the day... :)

something exciting is coming up!

btw she's miaofang, she's super gentle~ and i find her sosososoooo familiar! i suspect she's frm chi alpha... hmm.. can anyone verify that? ;)

對不起

2009-09-19T16:24:00.002+08:00

taking a break from work, i went to dig out the past letters i received, and realized, the most (long) letters i had received was from sheila.. and most of it, was about how sad she was... because i am the cause of it.. i was that irritating, insensitive, selfish bitch kinda sister to her.. i did not know what is treasuring her and such.. i was possessive, i expected EVERYTHING of her... im just a shit la... and she, never fail to stand by me, explain things to me, tolerate me.. and i, actually was so "brained washed" by another friend, whom i never thought of anything strange about.. but being 25 years old, 15 years of friendship with that someone, even boyfriend ask me to not be so close to her, oh wells, i see e strange thing in her now thou.. but i dun blame her... i still choose to believe her family, her home, her childhood is the cause of her personality.. well, she treats me as her bestfriend... (i choose to believe its sincere thou) even when she does all the weird things to me again and again...

back to sheila, yah... i was never understanding, we could have been even closer.. but i, was the one who stopped our friendship from growing... and to this day, im really regretful of that.. if i had known how to treasure her, my life would have been different.. because i was possessive, because i did not know how to love... i did not know how to trust.. or rather, i trusted those who i should not, and i did not trust those who i should... i dun believe in my.. then, boyfriend... i do not believe that he, and his that best friend, could be just friends.. and even when sheila wrote it in her letter for me, i brushed off that sentence telling me to trust him coz he's actually quite poor thing.. well, now that i re-read it... it did speak to me in fact... and i was glad he's getting engaged next yr, and getting married the year after!

back to sheila... haha! she's the link to my many past... anyways, if i had known how to treasure her more... love her more... i guess my life would be completely different... and it may be something which i wanted... well, its amazing how people leave footprints in our lives... how we shut some off.. and open our heart to those who are just coming to hurt us... because we cannot predict the future... so we make wrong decisions at times.. but well, these are also times where we learn.. for me, i learn to love, i learn what is love, i learn to accept love, and i am learning... to let go love... some love, are never to be let go off... these are the loves... which i want to keep in my heart...

for sheila, i can only say infinity of sorrys to her... because... i do not know... she's juz that one person.. whom i had hurt the most number of times.. URGH! if i can turn back time... i would have been a better friend!

后悔

2009-09-19T00:25:00.002+08:00

just not long ago, i was talking about "regrets" and now, i just rejected my 1st paid shoot for statistics... :( and the moment i touch that send button.. i damn REGRET it!! URGH! :( for this.. i gotta make sure i pass my stats with good results! :(

there goes my shattered dreams~ (jobs, whatever!)

TGIF

2009-09-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

thou i hate statistics, but i decided to just give in, and marry him... be super in love, that he's always on my mind... so for the next 3 days at home, i shall do statistic, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics, then do statistics.... ok... too much, and maybe study my "O"s, memorize my drama / poem/ story, juliet's newsletter... what else?

and to make myself happier... my jie fu had helped me buy this from Germany! yahness~ and NO, dun tell me how much it cost in s'pore... i dun care, i dun wana know, and i dun wish to know.. :)

and also, i miss 大姐！:(

谁没有暗恋过人啊！我还蛮想忍试你... :)

resist the temptation.. *think taiwan's version!*

噢買尬!!

2009-09-17T18:09:00.003+08:00

today is a super mooooody day... :( well, i intended to wake up as early as 5am to study chapter 8 of stats, but i refused to.. coz im sosososososososooo tired!! so i slept true... and was nearly late coz the bus refused to come! ok... this is not the worst.. on the bus, nini said something about calulator... and i looked into my bag, searched it.. and OMG! i forgot my calculator! what makes things worst is that im having a test today... :( asked ard.. etc etc, in e end boyyfriend send his over to sch for me... super touched! i didnt want him to come actually, coz he was sick... but in e end, he still did! SUPER touched!!

well, was SO mooooody that i refused to go to work... when to have a FEAST with premium, girlfriend, and love... searched everywhere for a good buffet place... ended up at Kuishin-Bo... and its SUPER DELICIOUS!!! well, a little overpriced... but yes, LOVE IT! we took the 60-min buffet... and gobbled like we had a neverending appetite... well, only me in fact... if its not 60 mins, i could have eaten MORE!! and the desserts... are as nice! yummmmmy!

that was just the FIRST round for the 4 of us...

cute and nice desserts... too little for me thou... hhmmm...

and i had double portion of this!! yeahnessssss~ :D

went to arcade... and got addicted to the goodie-catching machine... one of the guys was so nice that he kept helping us.. i was sooo excited that my volume went abit tooo loud.. LOL.. and for once, he helped us, and the doll dropped b4 nini came back with the tokens!! >.< we laughed like nobody biz and he suddenly stood beside me.. SUPER CALM n say "须要这么激动吗?" lol... and when nini came back, she played.. catching only air... -_- and FINANNLY girlfriend start exercising her professionalism again, we caught another one, and with his help... we had 4 in total!! so each of us can have 1! :D YAHHHNESSS! ;)

am gg church for props making ltr.. kinda excited and scare... coz its my 1st time meeting more ppl from e chn's ministry.. hhmmmm... and on the other hand, im soooo sleepy! -_-zZZ

ice-cream CRAVE!

2009-09-16T21:44:00.004+08:00

worked full shift today, coz didnt wan to go to sch.. =X i worked so much that i forgot i hate stats test tml! :( super depress coz i haven started anything on chpt 8!! well, went to NUM with steph aft work coz there's a 50% for 2 items promo... initially i wanted to get either ANOTHER jersey, or ANOTHER flip flop.. until i tried on one of their Nippon collection, of Shinjuku.. im totally in love with it!! and then came e bad news... Nippon collection is not part of e promo.. :( end up steph didnt get her jersy, and i, didnt get mine.. bt being NP stud. i get a 20% n boyfriend decided to contribute $8.. -_- so from $60 to $40... shld i get it? im still thinking abt it NOW!! >.<

i tink i wanna get it.. but en, if i get tt top.. shld i get this?

on the other hand, its so depressing seeing my weight increasing and not decreasing.. URGH! how do i lose weight!!! and yes.. im craving for ice-cream... :( the pringles at hme is KILLING me!

edited/

"my way" was sang at my 歌台 downstairs just a moment ago... so... WOW!

i hate statistic, and the one teaching it!

2009-09-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

i can tell u how irritating HE is... first, he teaches damn fast.. ok.. its fine.. perhaps i was slow.. but i can NEVER forget that sentence he made... "if u understand alrdy, copy down the answer on the board.. this is the working.. if u dun understand, also copy down, coz this is the answer." WHAT THE F(*(#&*(. and once i asked him to explain one of the question again, which obviously i DO NOT understand at all, he short cut all the steps and explained in less than 20 seconds. which obviously i DO NOT understand what the damn shit he is trying to say. OK. i admittED that he is nice, n funny... and i forgive that shity teaching method he uses... oh.. did i mention that he teaches 3 chpts in a lesson? whatever... and on sunday, i did the online quiz, and guess what? he emailed me back saying ONE of e question in e system was wrong, ask me to find out and tell him... so his online quiz SUCKS la.. so i did, and emailed him back... and guess what? today he send another mail, telling me that ANOTHER of the question in the same chpt is actually marked wrongly too.. ask me to find it out.. WAH. that was stepping on my tail. what kinda lecturer are u? when students dun understand, u explain like a gun expecting them to understand. obviously when they clarify, means they DO NOT understand it in e 1st place! seriously, stepf & ada teaches better than him.. at least i DO understand when they explain to me... so in actual fact, i DO NOT need to attend his class coz he just talk C**#K in the class. i kept telling myself, well, his teaching style is not the best, but he is a nice guy.. yada yada yada... WATEVER. this has reaches my LIMIT. im gg to do a LONG evaluation for him. what the damn piece of shit. ask him to eat shit n may all his calculator or any statistics aids disappear or maybe he can bury himself under ALL the stats stuffs. i dun care coz im damn pissed off. and URGH!

on the other hand, i suspect that sukuna doesnt like me (and maybe nini) coz she always take less than 3 min talking to us abt our research stuffs, while she takes more than 15 mins with other groups. its like we sit down, n we stand up n go.. EVERYTIME. n she doesnt bother asking us questions in class.. not like i love her or want her to ask me question.. but.. yah... this is weird.. and it kinda makes me feel rejected, wondering if isit she dislikes our topic, or she dislike us, or me? but to nini, its we're being too good, so much so that sukuna need not talk to us much abt it.. well, i really duno abt it... hhmmm....

and i miss the place, i miss the people, i miss the past.. :(

p/s: i duno who is this guy of course.. but all there are my juniors! HAH! (thou the sound of e video kinda sucks.. but ya.. i juz wana emphasis that i miss that phrase of my life the most! :(

i love STATISTICS, not.

2009-09-14T23:30:00.003+08:00

today was supposed to go for hip hop... BUT... being so in love with stats, i stayed back more to study... sob.. i've NEVER been so... hardworking in my life... i forsake work... forsake my salary, forsake my dance, SO MUCH! i wana cry... I HATE STATISTICS LA! anyways, yah... so, i stayed n continue doing.. :( im trying to master chpt 5 6 7 8.. sob... then met up with xiaomei, duwei n boyfriend for dinner.. n realizing that Du Wei is a pro in statistics! so i jokingly told him tt my stats result will meant how well their wedding montage would turn out to be (coz im doing for them) HAHA!! speaking of which, im gg to MAKE SURE that this time round, the music comes on with the show... coz for my sis' i spent like 80% of the time trying VERY hard to co-ordinate the song, to fit the show.. n in e end, the stupid hotel ppl MUTED my laptop, n playing their SHITY jazz music... kns. well, with the technology i have now (APPLE RULEZ) i tink i can do better and ensure it with NO mistakes or accidental stuffs... haha... boyfriend had another shoot tt day, and i hope tt he can come for xiao mei's wedding instead.. :( anyways, we took pix with her Polaroid.. SO CUTE! i forgot to take a pic of e pix i had with her thou.. :(
(xiao mei: take a pix of our pix n send me!! haha...)

and so, i'm done with literature review, stats chpt 5, reflection, left abit of stats chpt 6 & resource book (according to stepf)..

well, will still need to chiong for stats chpt 7 & 8 before i ask for clarifications from steph.. am still struggling weather to go for class on wed, or study stats.. and im gg to add another item from NUM into my waredrobe! IF i still have money left in my bank.. coz am gg to pay for speech exams... *pray!*

and my sis is in Munich now.. which makes me SUPER JEALOUS!!! :(

this is THE DAY.

2009-09-13T18:23:00.002+08:00

well, by now, most people would have alrdy known that i've officially moved to Children's Ministry, to be where God has already intended me to be, to glorify Him, to honor Him, and to walk in the destiny He has for me.... hhhmmm... im those who cant really adapt to changes fast, and im still feeling inadequate.. today Sharon was chatting with me, and me in front of the kids.. i feel so paise! not knowing what to say to them... after the whole thing, i felt kinda bad coz i wasnt able to express, let alone spread the enthusiasm to the kids... well, i guess there's still ALOT for me to learn.. the teachers there were so good! soooo impressive that i start to wonder what have i done for the past 4 years.. did i learn what God wanted me to? Being in THE profession, bt in ministry, im doing alot worst than the rest... :( bt anyways, ill learn...

on top of that, my heart is yearning to worship with my keyboard coz currently there's noone playing the keyboard... actually, there's only christina (that should be her name?) playing the guitar, and she's actually from the tech team... so, i really really wana play the keyboard to worship God in Children's Ministry.. but time's not on my side... :( i wish Oct faster enters, school term break.. and i can learn and practice!!

and also, today is the first day that i'm standing in front of the kids, not really dancing, but just doing the actions... during praise and worship... maybe i look normal, but im actually trembling with fear... i was also observing the kids, and i secretly caught many kids observing me... and then, i totally understood how important i need to portray myself coz all of them are following... hmmm...

and so, i sort of did my online quizzes, research assignments... am doing parenting's reflection which i totally forgot, and will sleep early, and get up early to do some work.. not knowing what, haven plan what.. but yes... i need to do something... study Os, memories my work.. whatever.. ALOT of things!!

and yes, so THIS IS THE DAY, im officially sister Evon in Children's Ministry! :)

URGH!

2009-09-12T22:19:00.002+08:00

im so unmotivated!!

wasted a day of doing practically NOTHING.
im soooo lethargic that im lazy to even bath! :(

ok.. this is real bad.. well, i guess i should slap myself awake and SEE what i have to do... the TOP 10 list!!

(1) complete research assignment
(2) complete STATISTICS online test
(3) study STATISTICS test
(4) do resource book
(5) practice my poem and prose
(6) practice keyboard
(7) do JULIET's assignment
(8) memorize my drama piece
(9) think of dance steps for my kids
(10) study Os english

i hope there is no more to the list...?
and as for now, i tink i shld bath n sleep?

HAPPY BOYFRIEND DAY! :)

2009-09-11T18:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOYFRIEND~

and so, i took the day off (from work, not from school...! lol) to spend time with boyfriend, on his birthday! well, we didnt really do much.. just slacked around, and took some photos at marina barrage.. ;) and we sort of conclude that i can only go into 1st: emo / 2nd: arrogant kinda image.. and NEVER sexy.. HAHAHHA! the way he wants me to be, the way i try my best to protray... i look more like a retard than sexy... thank God i have always HATED the word, and i NEVER NEVER like ppl saying im sexy, and so, i do not need to be into that sexy image.. HAH! wow! this is the 1st time im writing / mentioning this word sooooo many time.. ok.. i shall stop. thank God for that.. HAHHAHAH!

and so, we started off by gg to sin ming road to collect my MSI prizes... :)

then headed down to anchor point for zhou's kitchen...

well, i wanted to eat their dim sum buffet but we were toooooo hungry to wait.. i did order 1 dish to try, and its not fantastic... so, i guess ill give their dum sum buffet a miss... :)

his dessert...

MINE!! :D

oh.. on a sidenote, sheila's wedding has mango pamelo for dessert too! LOVE IT!! :D

then headed to take photos at marina barrage... and see what his colleges got for him....!

its a bag tt looks like a shirt! SO CUTE!!! i wana get 1 toooooo~~~

and to vivo for movie! and the journey is only 5 mins!! OMG! imagine i had been taking abt an hr to travel from home, to take bus, then train, then bus, to marina bay for steamboat buffet all these years when in actual fact, i can just take a cab which only takes me 5 mins to reach! -_-" why NOONE tell me!!! :(

watched the time traveler's wife.. i would say, its a nice and interesting show, GO watch!! :)

finally, i get my strawberry cheesecake shake from bens' & Jerry!! LOVE IT! :D

saw this new flavor for pringles~ baby blue n pink.. sooooo girlish n pretty.. ahha! its soft shell crab and shrimp... well, i bought the soft shell crab's and i would say it taste.... just like potato chips!.. HAHHAH!!

LOVE you, BOYFRIEND. :)

p/s: look at what NINI tan did!! she dropped her egg (when she eats in class) and it didnt roll on e floor... it was stucked on e side of e table.. HAHAHHA! =X

my sis's wedding!

2009-09-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

Sheila had been my pillar of strength through my 4 years in secondary school.. through difficult times, happy times... she had been there for me throughout... even when i give attitude when i was in lower sec, she had been there for me, tolerating ALL my nonsense, and keeping an eye on our friendship, never once, she left me... NEVER. i was insensitive to her feelings, i threw tantrums at her, and never once, she forsake me.. well, i can go on and on abt this, but i guess u get the point.. she had been there for me, regardless of what wrong things i did... she's always so sweet... always so caring... always so... good to me... the love she gave me, is not anyone could give... she had seen me grew from the throwing tantrum irritating girl who always hurt her feelings, to someone who.. (at least i hope) does not give attitude to my, now, friends.. i guess things happen sometime somewhere when she started working, we drifted apart coz i felt tt she was neglecting me, and i, not even sparing a thought that she had to work hard, both studies and financially to help in the family.. and i, was the one who cause the gap in our friendship.. yes, i am guilty of that... but she never once left me in actual fact... well, all i could say is, i never treasure her as much as she treasured me.. and i hate myself then, being the childish irritating girl. if i had been more mature, i would be able to support her, in everything that she does.. she had a hard time, and i, gave her even more hard time.. if only i could turn back time.. but, i cant.. nonetheless, i just wana say, i was then, so affected, and angry of her for neglecting me, cause she, is sososososooo important to me... and up till now, thou we dun meet up as much as i hope, in my heart, i'll always keep her close in my heart... she's e one whom impacted me in my 4 years of secondary school... she has been my closest friend, my 1st girlfriend, my 1st sister... and i simply love how sentimental she is...

and today is her wedding.. and i am so glad tt she found a guy, who never fails to bring joy into her life... :)

well, went to timbre for a while with the guys to chill.. its nice talking about the past, how silly we used to be.. and what stupid things we had done.. overall, its nice catching up with one another.. :)

p/s: gosh.. i teared so badly thinking about sheila and me... im such a crybaby!

speaking of which, my version of the "perfect" proposal is nothing romantic.. and cheeeesy like how nini love it to be... on the ferris wheel, at the highest point.. saying "our love has reached the highest point" -_- romantic, yes very.. but for me, big NONO... i rather it be the roller coaster, saying "we do not know wat lies ahead, we may be splurging down n feels like dying...." LOL! well, what i wana say is, i want something cute, fun, comical.. LOL... and when i heard this song... it feels like e PERFECT proposal to me.. coz its so cute and funny!! HAH!

:)

2009-09-09T12:33:00.001+08:00

im am damn tired....

2009-09-08T19:40:00.001+08:00

being a workaholic...

on monday, i skipped work for research assignment.

on tuesday, i skipped work for statistics.

i haven been studying so much... my brain is dead. im super tired.

the title says it all...

i need to sleep.

LOL!

2009-09-08T02:13:00.003+08:00

before i start, i wana declare loudly for the whole world to know!

I LOVE GIRLFRIEND!!! BECAUSE SHE ATE SOMETHING SHE HATED SO MUCH, ALL FOR THE SAKE OF ME, COZ I GAVE HER THE FOOD!! frankly i do not know its a peanut butter cracker, but she opened it, and when she realised it, she actually finished it still, cause she said "cannot throw away, because girlfriend gave it to me" omgomg.. so sweet... >.< i wana marry her in boston! :p

alright.. today is super tiring... draining... killing... and dying... -_- had only a few hrs of sleep... went to school and continued my assignment... seriously do not know how to do, and i feel like dying over statistics! i really pray hard that i dun fail the module... :( anyways, and so, did research assignment with nini.. am really proud of us for being sososooooo focused! she didnt play with her village, i did not surf net, we did not msn, she did not sms, i did.. a little... :p and we did what we needed to do for tues lesson... so PROUD of us! but i was damn tired... i kept laughing at the smallest thing around... ~.~

and so, we cabbed down to jitterbugs for dance... was fun, but either its gg too fast for me, or i haven been dancing for a long long time... i actually had a really hard time catching up n coordinating with the moves.. nonetheless, it was a great day.. thou im alrdy tired physically and mentally.. -_-

and then, headed down to meet LOL! n welcome xianli to our LOL! and as usual, we just kept laughing la... HAHA!

welcome XIANLI to the club!!

eddie was in a great mood... no idea why.. LOL

did another shoot with girlfriend again on sunday, then meet boyfriend for a simple dinner at funan's swensen... as usual, they have BAD service! IRRITATED by them..

food n more food

2009-09-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

and so, a week ago, we had family dinner at no signboard seafood restaurant... super yummy crab and all... LOVE IT TO THE MAX! :D well, to celebrate my sis, bro-in-law, n my dad's bday!! :)

always be ready for pictures anytime~ lol!

and i so love the lights, i want it for my house next time!

love my family~!

met up with Flik juz now to get my Mayday tee... well, i believed its objective focused coz we didnt tk very long, according to me.. hahhh! total wowness coz it comes with the mouse pad with their faces on it.. actually im still quite sad over the fact that i didnt get to buy the one i wanted... and, i shld have bought the cap instead.. URGH! bt nevermind.. im still happy (quite) and so we went to sun with moon or something like tt... i tot 132, which is like my 1st time taking tt bus gg to town.. n so i got down the bus way toooooo early... -_-" like 2 stops earlier.. total -_-" lor... but ok.. the walk isnt really long la... i guess, still ok... hhmmm...

his food, that interestingly he needs to wait for a min before opening it up...

times up!

n im sooo afraid tat my cheeeesecake would fly away~

nice~

n LOVE the gooooodie~

sometimes we human are so funny.. and some are really 犯贱.. lol! no im not scolding anyone.. its just a description la... its like liking something that isnt even meant to be in reality... for example, liking & wanting to drive this super expensive car, but obviously cannot afford it, STILL GO N BUY?!? or knowing that this car has ALL the flaws that u cannot accept, but because for 1 thing, like maybe, its stirring wheels... STILL GO N BUY?!?! or love eating this food, but know that ull get rashes after eating, STILL GO N EAT!?! or maybe only like the way its cooked, and go n eat... n get all the rashes stuffs.. -_-" is it worth it? or even knowing that this guy is totally not ur type, be it habits, personality, character, EVERYTHING... STILL GO N LIKE?!!? wah lau... -_-" hopeless.. so is this a crush, or love-is-blind? for 1 action, & 1 sentence with less than 5 words, yet its so much so that it covers up all the intolerable points which u urself know, and have expectations on.. *knock knock* wakey wakey~ so is this a crush? or love-is-blind? if its a crush, i tink u're crushing urself to death.. if its love-is-blind, i think u're really blind.. tats why i know some ppl are just asking for it... well.. but yet again, on the other hand... emotions are hard to explain... the yearning, the wanting, the emotions... its just something that noone can explains... its the feeeeeling~

last but not least, i wish i could turn back time...

oh wells, speaking to which.. be it crush or love-is-blind, 恋爱就是最爽的感觉～

i know im blessed...

2009-09-05T10:47:00.003+08:00

one of the many cakes within the mth...

but i LOOOOVVVE the jelly! :D

and i know im blessed... when girlfriend gives me a gift...

which she also has the similar one~ oh.. so shy... couple couple... LOL!

and home made subway for breakfast... sponsored my ah-yee, and prepared by mummy... ;)

aftall... waking up at the ungodly hour to do statistics is worth it... :p

friends

2009-09-04T18:21:00.002+08:00

its amazing how my life had changed so much over 2009... bad things happen, good things happen, sad things happen, happy things happen, shocking things happen, weird things happen, disappointing things happen, surprising things happen, expected things happen, unexpected things happen, every kinda things happen, any kinda things happen, i duno... u name it, i have it...

i always cry for and over my friends, my kids, the TV show, even the cartoon... and of course, God. and when i cry for u, or over u, or with u, i know my life had changed, coz u're a part of me regardless if im a part of u... sometimes evyone perceive feelings differently, i may have feelings for u, but u have none for me, i may not have that kinda feelings for u, but u loved me the most.. i may be someone's most love, but i dun love back, i love someone the most, but this person totally ignore my feelings, well, this is life.. i had learnt not to expect returns, because i, myself, is guilty of not returning the love needed back. sometimes, its just the process that i need, the need of crying about someone, to remember how happy we used to be, the need of crying with someone, to ease their pain, and paint a new relationship between us... and twinny, u are one of them! and to cry for someone, like 亲爱的, coz i could feel the pain that was in her... so much so i was shocked! sometimes u dun need to speak or say anything, its the feel, its the one look we give to each other...

well, i would and could say that im a typical cry baby.. i cry alot, and i like to cry.. yes, i am emo, thats what ppl who knows me well enuff says.. when i cry, im sure of the feeling.. when im really happy, i cry, when i talk abt my kids during PTM, i cry.. (nearly) every time i had to fight back my tears.. this is silly, i know... they are just like my own.. when i see my kids dance during concert, i cried.. seeing how well, they could do it.. all the naughty stuffs they did, making me crazy, making my health collapse cause of them, dearly died, literally, teaching em.. but their simple hug, warmth my heart... and i cried... i always cry... when my friends cry, i also cry... when my mum dun appreciate me, i cry buckets... and in boston, i cried like shit... i nv cried so badly, and i can still remember the day 亲爱的 wanted to come n disturb me, but was shocked to see me crying so badly.. and she even asked.. "你是感动到哭，还是伤心“ lol... she's so innocent...! n even handed me my vooooodooooo chou chou... -_-" thats why i love her so much.. i lover her innocent, and how much she appreciates me... this is 1 good thing that happened in 2009...

not juz 亲爱的.. i got to be closer to girlfriend, and she even gave me a 定情之物！lol... well, ill be ur rainbow, and ull be mine~ LOL! sooo cheeesy!!

meet up after uncontable months / years?

2009-09-04T00:23:00.003+08:00

finally~ i met up with Uncle Johnny, Weiling & Xiaoling... i knew them when i was working at ICA bldg... thou we haven seen each other for years.. but ill always miss the time when we work together.. hhmm.. we share a very different kinda bond... and ya.. i miss them so sosososososososoooo much! everytime i see them, i wish i could turn back time to when i was only 18 plus.. thou it was the toughest time, no qualifications, jobless, not knowing what to do, drop out... aimless life, not knowing where i would end up at... but there, i had fun meeting diff ppl evyday.. taking passport photos n laughing at some ppl.. LOL! doing silly and routine jobs, but laughing with whoever is beside me.. enjoy working on e 2nd floor, sitting beside uncle johnny coz he was so funny and noone bothers us on e 2nd floor... me n whoever is beside me would be making random jokes and laughing non stop.. i miss those... carefree in a way kinda days... hhhmmm...

anyway uncle johnny treated us to really delicious food... i was so full that i literally wana shit.. lol! n he even got us some da bao noodles for supper which... we obviously cannot eat anymore!

1st dish up: Salmon!

2nd dish was cooked live infront of us, some wine prawn...

3rd dish: they wrap this duck thingy live too...

4th dish: Shark Fins that's really thick~

5th dish: Pork

6th dish: Steam Fish

7th dish: noodles

8th dish: Desserts
my all time favourite!! MANGO SAGE PAMELO~

Xiao Ling's herbal jelly...

I love every single of u... ;) thou many didnt turn up..

lastly, i am seriously sadded when i realised that 怪兽 is wearing the tee which i wanted to buy, but no stocks... i seriously would love to have couple tee with 怪兽 than 阿信.. but nonetheless, beggar cant be chooser... enjoy how WOWNESS my 怪兽 is!

on the other hand, i really duno if i can wait till i get to chinatown to get 陶吉吉's CD... chinatown sells alot cheaper.. but im getting more n more desperate.. maybe e next time i pass by, i might just grab it.. I DUN CARE ANYMORE! >.<

i juz realised 2 things that makes me so stupid!
(1) I have been using ZA make-up remover facial wash the opposite way.. im supposed to apply it on dry face, but throughout my whole stay in boston, i had been using it on wet face.. -_-

(2) I didnt change my time zone from Boston to S'pore... -_-"

im one SUPER HAPPY girl~! :D

2009-09-02T18:05:00.003+08:00

my phone had officially left ICU with $50!! sob.. but i love my phone sooooo much that YEAH! now its alive....

hhmm... actually after all these while, i know that my blog doesnt appear how it shld be from MY com. but i dun care... coz i duno how to solve that problem... and i saw how ugly my blog is... the fonts were like SHIT n ORBIT... but no! on my com. its super nice... but haix... too bad so sad no choice...

today, went to meet some random ppl aft sch and i realised tt im getting impatient.. i was sooo irritated having to wait for 20 plus mins! coz i got sooo much work to do! but ayy... i wun be able to finish my work anyway, tooo much distractions. I guess i wuld have to burn midnight oil till all the candles go off....

today was a GOOD day coz i got to see my kids... and i really cant express how much i love them... they make me forget all my tireness, all my worries... everything... i wish i can take their class next year... *cross fingers n PRAY super hard!*

alright, children's ministry is good... tiring thou... not sure where i would be "permanently".. being really lousy with my fingers and feeling demoralize at times when i play on my keyboard... perhaps its my expectations for myself.. but i really wana worship with my keyboard like next year~ but speech & drama is making me very depress... i feel that im doing real badly and exams is only 2 mths away.. on top of that i haven even started anything on my drama! im so deaddddddd~~~

im gg to meet my ICA friends tml FINALLY for like the loooooongest while~ its been years since i last saw them...

ok.. im super random today.. and im having this missing boston syndromes! :( makes me real depress... and not just me, jace, wei n i was juz sharing that Boston had changed my life so much... for the worst... im becoming so last minute, no motivation to do work.. unlike the past, im always very motivated to finish my work, or at least my part of the work... hate myself now... so... unmotivated!

lastly, i miss my dorm, i miss my roomie tgt IN my dorm, i miss weiwei staying opposite me, i miss nini coming into my room every now and then to WHINNNNNNN, i miss gg out with premium lover and walking alot of places, i miss 爱爱 thou she had been a real LOSER~ i MISS boston.. and i miss MAYDAY! :( URGH! i dun wana do any work.. i hate STATS!!!!!!

anyway check this out: http://www.alpscafe-sg.com/MediaWriteUp.htm
even my sis recommended it!

Happy NINI and Teacher's DAY!!! :D

2009-09-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

before i start blogging whatever, i must must say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NINI!!! 亲爱的，生日快了! i love that fact that i've gotten nini better.. love her so much.. love her innocent.. and maybe... sometimes... her winning? LOL! LOVE NINI!!!

i miss boston at the same time, but anyways, i wish i could smack a HUGH KISS on ur cheek! but im shy la... LOL!

and you never fail to remind us of our most romantic date... where i felt that im the MOST 幸福的女人，那种幸福，是"你"不可以给我的... LOL!

hahah! wanted to celebrate her bday.. but all of us were full so went walking ard orchard central, then to jitterbugs to enquire about hip hop class... hhhmmm....

and... had Teacher's Day celebration yesterday at.....

that was what girlfriend, twiny, eileen and i shared... nonetheless, we couldnt finish it... -_-"

PRESENTS~!

and i thought.. where is the cake towel which kynan gave me? so i think, and i thought, and i think, and i thought.. and this morning i wonder... could it be........

LOL! IN THE FRIDGE! so i waited for mummy to wake up, and i asked her "u wana eat this for breakfast?" and burst out laughing... LOL! n she said tt my dad was the one who insisted that its a cake! HAHAHHA! omg... so cute of them... next time i can buy those bread thingy to bluff them... :p

last but not least, sukuna bought us PIZZAS!

p/s: did YOU see my blog skin? LOL!!!

sleeping is the best period of time...

2009-08-31T00:35:00.003+08:00

i could feel my eyelids falling down... falling down... london bridge is... ops.. wrong song.. ANYWAY, i must must do a update... if not my entries are gg to overflow again! lol... and so, wats up in my exciting n interesting life? well, basically it just spell *lack of sleep*... which is to the extend tt when i got home frm church today, my mum miss me!! HAHA! she shouted from the room "OIE U COME BACK ALRDY AH!" en she told e person on e other side of the phone "ehh.. talk to u later.. she come back liao.." -_- like she hasnt seen me for a long long time... n why is this so?

lets start from thursday.. well, went gown fitting with xiao mei, which when i got home... mum was asleep alrdy... n there was this short gown which will make me look like a shorty bird, makes xiao mei damn gorgeous! life's unfair... ahha! but tat explains why she is e bride n not me.. lol! but i dun really like the services by that bridal shop... nonetheless, i believe their other stuffs are good coz there's so many good reviews abt them... hhhmmm...... wanted to tk some pix.. but was not allowed to...

n so on friday.. its 五月天!!!!!! wahhhh! i can tell u, its the BEST concert i ever went to... the moment they came out... the atmosphere is soooo different! it was HIGH HIGH n nothing but HIGH!! :D i didnt know i could be so high... i was literally out of my seats... they even ran to the sides of e stage... n i so envy those sitting on top (where i had always sat for david tao's concert) coz he was literally BESIDE the audiences!! OMG! but nvm... im glad tt i took e last row of PA1 coz if i jump out of my seats, i can RUN to the sides to see em liao.. e prob is, i cannot jump out of my seats coz im so scare tt i would break my heels!! sianz... the thing is i regret wearing my heels coz i couldnt jump out of my seats... and i did not regret wearin my heels too.. coz if i didnt, i wouldnt be able to see much coz.. i am short.. -_-" so ya... haha! aft been soooo close to them and with 近距离... thou i very much wish it was 零距离, i concluded that 怪兽 is much good looking then 阿信... and now... im sooo in love with him!!! >.< well, so it went HIGHHHHHH till 12.30am! its soooo omg! OMG! hahahhahaha! i really NEVER regret gg for e concert... n i must thank Flik a thousand times coz he was literally gg everywhere to help me take pic of them... n i sooooo envy his long legs coz he goes in n out of his seats like as if its a relax thing... -_-" really... e conert make me sooo high tt boyfriend asked why i wasnt soo high in ignyte... ahah!!

and then we went for supper... which eddie kept talking nonsensical stuffs.. i tink its the prime period of his life tats why... cant connect to what his frequency is... lol! in fact, after the whole lot of sms-es i send to remind him about e concert, he still FORGET!! -_-" thank God he didnt reach tooo late... :) n well, before mayday, was phototaking... and followed by bernice's bday celebration!! her mum is super rich... she invited a balloon uncle to do a performance n even invited ALL the chn to join in!! and wats more, next week e same balloon uncle is coming again... for an sheng's bday... coz ey refused to have it tgt... -_- kids are soooooo fortunate nowadays...

and so after everything, i got home at 2 plus near to 3... i was so dead.. bath n slept at 4 plus... sat, gotta get up at 6am.. to get ready for photoshoot... -_- im literally DEAD... shoot with xiao mei, mike n his friend stanly was nice... stanly is the chatty type n mike.. is still as quite... ahhaa... aft tt went down to suntec for the MSI thingy.. collect gifts and stuffs... no bbq tis yr... n photos need to pay, video need to pay... last yr dun need lor... :( SIANZ!!! n en down to work... from 5-10... its really D.E.A.D for me lor.. boss spoke to us (me) n im so excited in making my dreams come true! hahahahha....

and so... went home... slept at 3 plus.. n got up abt 6.30am.... HAHHAAAHAH!! haix... for church.... ~.~

ok.. n tml is stats test!! omg.. n im literally falling asleep!!

i hate statistic

2009-08-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

and so, i went for my Os oral.. i was calm and stuffs... n i was trying not to over exaggerate my reading... (too much influence from my speech n drama class) and my examiner is damn SHUAI!! lol... n he kept smiling at me!! ok...

had my 1st keyboard lesson.. and thanks to Vera, im learning things!! made e biggest decision of not working permanently on Saturday.. well, leave it to GOD.. if i can get another job... if not, i can use the time to do my work and practice my stuffs especially now stats is KILLING ME!!!!! URGH!

The Proposal!

2009-08-25T14:50:00.002+08:00

and so, yesterday night i went to watch proposal! i was soooo attached and engrossed with the show so much so that i didnt even remembered where i was! and because of that, i had to make the sacrifice of staying up and doing my assignment till 3.30am last night! :( wats worst? red bull only take effect like when im finishing my assignment... so after struggling for like 4 hrs, staying awake, correcting the silly things i typed on my screen, and then when printing it out, i feel quite awake! -_-" but thank God for me, i managed to sleep... haha!

and being a workaholic, im so surprised at my own decision not to work today, and instead go home to complete my stats homework.. now, with this, is it clear enough that i'm getting more hardworking? so.. tell me... am i hardworking? or am i hardworking? LOL! so in any case... i can feel that im getting really stressed up with the stupid stats and i hate it totally! URGH! any kind souls who is a stats pro wana give me stats tuition? im a hardworking student with no money... HAH! ~.~

alright, getting down to do my homework, and 1st keyboard lesson soooooon!!!

3 more days to 五月天！

眼泪。。。

2009-08-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

在我的眼泪中，我感决到对你的万分亏欠。我终于深深的体绘到，你在擦干我的眼泪的每一刻，是什么感受的。对不起。我对我，由你檫干的每一滴眼泪，向你道歉。这八个月来，让你担心了。你对我的每一句祈祷的字语，我都有牢牢的记住了。对不起。我的每一滴眼泪，就代表你对我那多一点的担心，和那多一点的不知所错。不只道哪一句祈祷的话才能完完全全的开导我心中的挣扎。可是，又有谁只道，我的每一滴眼泪，是代表了我对她的每一个思念，和想念。我以经回答了无诉的慌言。这场恶梦，我己时才能醒来呢？

为什么我总是决的是我做错了事，是她不肯原谅我？如过是我的错，我愿义放弃我现在的一切，回到过去。可是，这样我是不是又亏欠了谁？你们对我的爱，对我的关心，对我的担心，我都知道。现在，是回报的时候了。对于真惜我的你，我会为了你而活的更好。

虽然眼泪是对她的思念，它会即须不停的流。。。可是为了你对我的每一分担心，我会活的更坚强！

welcome to my world~

2009-08-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

im super happy for the new addition into my life~

gonna start lesson with vera on tuesday, and super excited about it! :D going for my 1st chn service (just an observation tomorrow) and damn excited about it too~ gonna meet sheila n e others to talk about her wedding tml... another excitement, and my farewell lunch... i tink i have soooo many things on hand...! hahah!!

boyfriend got himself a guitar too~ n he's happily playing with his new toy.. me? dun even know where n how to start... i want to learn NOW!

was at nini's bday just now, and im glad tt i went... n of course i need to be there!! its my 亲爱的's 21st lei! so anyway mum bought back lotsa packet soya milk, milk, n papaya milk... hah!! coz she says since i eat on my way, n not at home, en packet is better en fresh milk coz i can also ta bao it with my bread... i am loved, and i know it...

last but not least..... WELCOME my new darling~

TGIF

2009-08-21T18:16:00.003+08:00

yeahness its FRIDAY!!

well, dedicated to my 亲爱的。。对不起，明天失约了。。不要不开心，因为你是我唯一的亲爱的。。。

gonna work in e night tml... n thou pay is cmi, bt environment is good.. LOL! am looking forward to my (second) farewell... -_-" and meetup with sheila! and next week's 小妹's gown fitting, and i cant wait for my MAYDAY concert!!

a conversation:
boyfriend: hey wana go watch proposal?
girlfriend: ehh.. next week can?
boyfriend: ok lor...
after 2 mins...
boyfriend: hey... ask u to go watch proposal doesnt mean im gg to propose to u hor..
girlfriend: -_-

and last but not least, a pic for sharing...

i love this pic coz its colorful, and happy to look at... its a beautiful weekend! ;)

September is coming!!

2009-08-20T19:42:00.002+08:00

wow! i really did sleep early yesterday! and im gonna sleep early tonight too! :)

anyways, am (and am not) looking forward to September... it can be quite a dilemma... looking forward coz many things are coming up.. am not, coz alot of things are coming up.. haha!! so wats coming up in sept? im gonna move on to chn's ministry, got a weekend job, learning keyboard n hip hop, continuing speech n drama which exam is in nov, n Os coming... on top of tt, research assignments, stats homework evy lesson, concert coming up.. arent i damn busy... LOL!!

but the best of all, MAYDAY is coming sooooooon!!!

-_-

2009-08-19T22:26:00.002+08:00

alright, i haven really been blogging coz e moment i touched down frm Boston, (in less than 24 hrs) i was out for a photoshoot with Beng Chye for MSI 2009.. wats worst? i overslept, which resulted in having a long wait at e salon coz my hair is super messy and stuffs.. needed a hair cut... and also resulted in having NO time to go for makeover... :( and with my lousy skills, i did a damn chui makeup for my photoshoot... super sobz... bt thanks to e SWA ppl, they let me enter e pageant... clar was right... pageant is addictive! bt sad to say, im too short for any pageant... anyways, so i had been busy with it... n love xianli who also joined for e 1st time... n i had a good time being with her almost evyday! feels like during band time.. we made many friends, lauffed more en we ever did... n yea... LOVE HER even MORE than ever~ busy with rehearsals, fittings... n tis yr was bad yr for me... coz im no. 13, all e clothes didnt look good on me... nothing was to my advantage... so i put in even more effort... and even got boyfriend to imitate miss USA's walk... n teach me! LOL! now i know y most image consultants are guys... boyfriend did quite a good job! HAHAAAAAHHHAH!! last sat was finals... n many ppl commented tt i looked very different... prettier (thank God), n more confident... overall, all said i did well! but in e end, i still didnt get into Top 5... seriously, i was damn sad... n depressed... very very disappointed with myself... but well, life goes on... probably i juz didnt have e face tat e judges want... so.. yah... :) bt really, bun-up suits me, unlike last yr's curls... curls are like my most suicide-ing hairstyles.. n dark colored lipstick literally KILLED me... unlike tis yr's natural pink lip gloss which makes my mouth smaller X 10000000! n e last yr's crazy makeup which turned me into a ghost, thank God for this yr's makeup which make me a real beauty! HAHAH... e makeup artist even helped me to conceal my scar on my leg!! wowness.. anyway, i was so disgusted by how i look last yr, that i forsake 3 free makeover from MUF... n tis yr, they did such a great job, that i cant wait to use my voucher for Shelia's wedding!! :D so ya, it all ended well, n below are e pic!

well, we went to e moral home as usual, n this lady (girl) kept hitting my breast!! i had to try to teach her tt beating is wrong.. e in charge was so angry tt she scolded her n wanted to pull her away, i tink she was afraid tt i might be too taken aback by her... i had to assure e in charge tt i work with special needs chn.. so i understand she meant no harm.. haha.. bt my breast sure suffered! LOL..

and i bought this heels which i totally will not encourage anyone to buy it.. e blink kept dropping.. to this day, i had stick bck 2, n dropped a total of 8..

the actual night

all the reds

Mike, my hair stylist who was super nice, frm Team Salon @ Vivo! go find him!!

my fav junior as always...

my personal miss personality who is the true top 5 winner!

the 2008's

the 2009s

boyfriend who had a hard day, rushed down only during the top 5... i was sad, but knowing what he had went tru tt day, i felt heart pain for him...

my supporter for 2 years!

my premium lover!!

had a good (too full) meal aft tt with boyfriend, shann n kat

as usual, i took tons of pic of myself coz i cant bear to remove e hair n makeup!! its only once in a life time tt i can look gorgeous... >.<

and tats y i wanted to pick up professional makeup skills so desperately!! coz i can make myself prettier~ LOL!! who can recommend me a good place? :D

and i know this is random.. but e thing i like about ION, is this HUMONGOUS sunflower!!

2009-08-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really cant help but feel rejected. because i had make my stand obvious, and put in effort, in the end, i was being left out of the plan...

take for an example, u organize a meetup, in e end, they went ahead w/o u, telling u (by both person) "go ahead".. so its like A telling u to meet B alone, n B telling u to meet A alone, in other words, they are just simply pushing u to each other, and obviously, none wants to meet you.. AHHAHAHAHAHHAAHH!! what a big joke of the year.

well, will u feel rejected? no? good for you... not for me thou...

maybe they really dun want to see me at all...

and i should not be so thick skinned, and just shooooooed off their life...

i do have pride.

2009-08-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

i've heard all the positive comments,

but had achieved negative results...

why is this so?

2009-08-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

i wish i could be the one who provides u that little comfort when you needed, or just the shoulder to lean on... im not judging, coz you know i accepted you for who you are, and i really hope to be able to be that friend, who can sit by your side, not having said anything, but yet providing you the comfort that you needed..

shall we go K again?

confidence.. are you in my bag?

2009-08-10T00:34:00.002+08:00

aww... everyone in the world is telling me to be more confident, and 祸出去！i have been told by old friends, new friends, past, present...

WHERE ARE YOU? CONFIDENCE?!!?

not just mine, xianli's too...! come on out you 2 confidence, we need you!

haven been taking much photo due to the depression my iphoto had caused me, now that its settled, i shall take MORE PHOTOS from tml onwards!!! :D

well, i practiced like 2 more hrs of walk when i got home... and i hope i had improved?

so anyway, my mission and goal for the week, is to 战胜自己！

National Day!

2009-08-08T21:35:00.003+08:00

okie... sorry for the lack of posts coz i was completely drained over EVERYTHING!! finally get to sleep more than 12 hours and i hope it did replenished allll the energy i needed for the next week! LOL!! gonna sleep early tonight too!! at least by 12am? LOL!!

yesterday was FUN but tiring coz we brought my lovely kids out for a LONG walk!!

i was super touched when e 1st day of work, Caden RAN to me n say "TEACHER HUIJING!!!" omg....! and wana hug me, but ended falling onto e floor... n we didnt hug... -_-"

and according to tch isabelle... my kids became super cheerful when i returned, especially Jovan! OMG! i love em so much~!

and Os is coming, n concert is coming again... o.O

not a good sign

2009-08-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

well, this yr, not so much of hope i guess... tats why i need to train HARDER!!!

爱的宣言

2009-07-31T20:13:00.004+08:00

the moment i sat down, i peeped into e bag beside me... and try to find out who it belongs to.. and suddenly,

爱爱 gave me a humongous HUG from e back!! awwww... so sweeet!! and then my premium lover also gave me a gigantic HUG! (thou they are both very miniature).. :D well, thou im nt a touch person, which explains why i seldom (very) initiate hugs... haha!! BUT i know im well loved! and yes i love u two tooooo~~ great seeing my friends! ;)

ok! im not gg to be lazy and continue crying over my iphoto... thou i still haven solve e prob.. and not knowing where to start... :( and wats worst... my phone had decided to die on me... now... im really super depress... but watever, i shall blog my happiness tat was overflowing from my sis!! :D

SPREE from JAPAN!! some were my spreee... some were from her... heeee

especially this SURPRISE gift!

and lots more!! (which explains why i was soooo controlled at Sephora.. lol!)

gonna keep this for CNY!

so me, so CUTE!! :D

and weifang baked cookie for us when we return back for CELL! :D

and and, watched Stream of Praise concert yesterday...

and and and... am gg for Chn's Ministry's briefing tml... hhmmmm....

lazy!!!

2009-07-29T01:12:00.002+08:00

i've been really lazy eh... not updating posts... no pictures... coz im now damn depress... ALL e photos in my iphoto are gone... GONE!! how am i gg to live... u tell me!!!!! :(

back home!

2009-07-26T23:30:00.004+08:00

Boston Day 34: 22nd July 2009

thats Dennis who had been serving us breakfast... getting ready evything for us... and wats more? she baked us brownies on our last day!! so touched! >.<

ohoh... n this is my breakfast partner.. coz my friends usually sleep in, and she's e early one who acc me most of e time... :D

and our theater lecturer!

and aft tt, nini decided to be a loser n stay in... so.. i let her be e LOSER! bt tat loser came down to my room aft less than an hrs, complaining abt boredom.. -_- so we went out shopping and saw 2 cute things!

... and had cheeeseeecake will we got sick of it... n ate it for e sake of eating... to e extend, i wana puke! -_- that loser la... drink wat chowder, eat garlic bread... wana eat mushroom... -_- LOL! LOSER NINI~

then shopping at bookshop... n i realised tt US is madness abt s'pore education..

and i stayed up e whole night till....

Boston Day 35: 23rd July 2009

and so, we unitedly lug our overweight luggages, hand carries... to e airport... and true enuff, i concused e moment i got up e plane...

while waiting for our looonnngg flight at Chicago, there was this lucky wheel thingy where we can spin e wheel and see what lucky thing we will get! i was praying soooo hard for an upgrade to economy plus (where u get more leg space) unlucky me got priority entry.. bt i dun need tat... coz gg in or late is no diff to me lor... therefore i asked for playing cards since ada wana give her bf...
and ada spinnnnnn n she got upgrade!! bt she didnt want it.. coz she wana sit with our 姐妹... and she gave it to me!!! :D damn happpppy~
n evie got e upgrade tooo... so ada ended up having 2 seats coz evie moved away.. haha.. and i got to sit with my 姐妹 after e upgrade... so we are all happy ppl... SO BLESSED!

and being so overly tired... i slept tru another flight, only waking up for food.. LOL!

and finally... e last leap b4 we got home....

and this is soooo yummy that i feel so sad nt buying more back! :(

and... on sat, went for photoshoot to secure my place... i was juz wondering isit coz i slept toooo much on e plane? i only fell aslp at 7am.. n overslept! supposed to get up at 9am, ended up only getting up at 10am when bf called me.. ended up being late for many things aft tt n making ppl angry with us... damn guilty! :( and i tot i could sleep well yest night? but NO! i had insomnia too... how can tt be la! i slept for only 3 hrs LEH! is my looonnngg flight sleep so powerful? maybe leii.. coz i slept for over 18 hrs... LOL! so.. i pray tt i would be able to get to sleep tonight... haixxxxx...

last day, last night... in Boston

2009-07-23T12:24:00.003+08:00

Boston Day 34: 22nd July 2009

went to cheeeesecake factory and ate till i wana puke.. enough of cheesecake! -_-

Boston Day 35: 23rd July 2009

the final night....

我真的真的很不想回家！

在这里，我结昏了！(yes. faint!) lol...
我不想回家！！我不要回家！！
因为我在BOSTON天天可以看道，又可以和。。。

我的GIRLFRIEND。。。

我的爱爱。。。

我的PREMIUM情人。。。

我的亲爱的。。。

最后，我永远永远爱死的MARGARET FAMILY!!!!

.... 在一起！！

and im damn frustrated with my limited space of my luggage, and the fact of overweight... URGH!

evon-gladys.blogspot.com

this is ENOUGH.

blogspot spoilts my mood

FUCK UP MANAGEMENT in your school.

finally....

dilemma yet again. and again.

dilemma yet again.

dilemma

i cant type chinese words!!

what about me?

randomness....

Finally.....

莫名奇妙的感觉

Cousins~

Dialogue in the Dark

LOL Xmas!!

小妹's wedding, photos by Melvin, Edited by yours truely...

KL, first time EVER~

december madness continues...

continuing, my december adventures~

my exciting december...

yeahness...

goodbye to all my love...

lack of posts.. why?

*cough cough*

weekends are gone b4 u realised it...

Santa Clause is coming... to town~

my dream...

finally, the long awaited concert!

weekly rants

rants for the week...

energized? not...

replenish my energy!

still as hectic~

Dream Theater - Overture 1928

my happening week!

spoof! spoof! spoof!!!

spoof!

Kiss

meet up after uncontable months / years?

For you alone.....

i'm damn HARDWORKING!

對不起

后悔

TGIF

噢買尬!!

ice-cream CRAVE!

i hate statistic, and the one teaching it!

i love STATISTICS, not.

this is THE DAY.

URGH!

HAPPY BOYFRIEND DAY! :)

my sis's wedding!

:)

im am damn tired....

LOL!

food n more food

i know im blessed...

friends

meet up after uncontable months / years?

im one SUPER HAPPY girl~! :D

Happy NINI and Teacher's DAY!!! :D

sleeping is the best period of time...

i hate statistic

The Proposal!

眼泪。。。

welcome to my world~

TGIF

September is coming!!

-_-

confidence.. are you in my bag?

National Day!

not a good sign

爱的宣言

lazy!!!

back home!

last day, last night... in Boston

cough cough