if my life, is about satisfying everyone's needs, everyone's ideas.. when, who is going to listen to mine? On one hand, ppl ask me to be independent, to take charge, on another hand, everyone wants to have a say in my life.. WHAT THE F. this is not very fun, nor enjoyable.. what is enjoying the process.. it is not enjoyable when everyone wants to say, comment, suggest, and demand to be obeyed. so who are the lead? me or you or them? if the whole world wants a say, then dun ask me to decide. what's the point of deciding when in fact, my choices are not my preferred...?

seriously, its time like this where i wana stand in front of the sea and SCREAM! URGH!

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