Monday, September 21, 2009
For you alone.....
watching 唐心风暴 now is such a.... not happy event... coz its all about quarrels... haix... i tink im too emo over juz a show... well, i know ill be out till late from tues to thurs, so i had finished watching all abt 常在心 and Alfred... i know i know.. its juz a show... bt i flood my living room with my tears once again... -_-" if i knew it would be such ending.. i wouldnt wana watch... :( speaking of which... i tink im quite sadist... i like to get emo n cry.. HAHAHAH! ok... anyway tats my image... i can only be emo n not sexy.. oh did i mention tt girlfriend can be reallllllyyy seeexxxxyyy~~~ especially when she dance e pole dance right in front of me... wooooooo~~ damn sexy~ LOL!! :X ok... im getting crappy.. anyway i haven stayed home soo much for months... from fri straight aft work to tonight.. i only went out for church on sunday from morning till aftnun.. other than that, i have been home!! and being home had proven to be bad for my diet plans... i juz munch non stop.. thank God evything was cleared... so today, i got nothing to snack on... LOL! n so i let my fingers run tru e keyboard as promised... did some drama but still cant remember e words... :( n i have no idea why JLC seems soooo difficult to remember! i kept missing sentences! URGH! >.<
ok... tml is another 书包太重 day... laptop, textbook, tons of notes... -_-"
and im super URGH for still not being able to play this! :(
this was the song playing, which i cried out really badly for you... it was one of the duno-how-many times i cried out to God... asking him why things happened... asking him why isit you, why isit me, why isit us... there are many questions in my head.. till now, i have not gotten any answers... but im no longer questioning him.. because i know i need to remember that everything happens for a reason.. its becoz of u, that i gain from others.. sometimes we lost something, and we gained something else... well, you will still be who u are in my heart... juz that now, i've grown.. to be someone better... becoz i learn to love those who love me.. i learn to treasure those ard me more... i learn to be sensitive to others more... i learn to live evyday like my last days with those i love... i learn to be a better lover, a better friend... and i begin to see clearer... who are the ones who stood by me, who believed in me, who by 1 eye contact, i know they care.. who accepted me for who i am... even when they know my past... so i no longer cry out to God, i no longer question him... i no longer blame myself... because i know, that He has plans...
p/s: this is the best youtube i can find for e song... lol!
the next one was this guy playing on e guitar n singing.. erm.. not the perfect sight, bt he's quite good.. but ok.. think looking at kids might be better aftall? ;)
You are the Peace that guards my heart
My help in times of need
You are the Hope that leads me on
And brings me to my knees
For there i find You waiting
And there i find relief
So with all of my heart i'll worship
And unto You i'll sing
For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we worship and adore You
Father we long to see Your face
For You alone deserve all glory
For you alone deserve all praise
Father we love You
And we worship You this day
ok... tml is another 书包太重 day... laptop, textbook, tons of notes... -_-"
and im super URGH for still not being able to play this! :(
this was the song playing, which i cried out really badly for you... it was one of the duno-how-many times i cried out to God... asking him why things happened... asking him why isit you, why isit me, why isit us... there are many questions in my head.. till now, i have not gotten any answers... but im no longer questioning him.. because i know i need to remember that everything happens for a reason.. its becoz of u, that i gain from others.. sometimes we lost something, and we gained something else... well, you will still be who u are in my heart... juz that now, i've grown.. to be someone better... becoz i learn to love those who love me.. i learn to treasure those ard me more... i learn to be sensitive to others more... i learn to live evyday like my last days with those i love... i learn to be a better lover, a better friend... and i begin to see clearer... who are the ones who stood by me, who believed in me, who by 1 eye contact, i know they care.. who accepted me for who i am... even when they know my past... so i no longer cry out to God, i no longer question him... i no longer blame myself... because i know, that He has plans...
p/s: this is the best youtube i can find for e song... lol!
the next one was this guy playing on e guitar n singing.. erm.. not the perfect sight, bt he's quite good.. but ok.. think looking at kids might be better aftall? ;)
You are the Peace that guards my heart
My help in times of need
You are the Hope that leads me on
And brings me to my knees
For there i find You waiting
And there i find relief
So with all of my heart i'll worship
And unto You i'll sing
For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we worship and adore You
Father we long to see Your face
For You alone deserve all glory
For you alone deserve all praise
Father we love You
And we worship You this day
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