Sunday, September 13, 2009
this is THE DAY.
well, by now, most people would have alrdy known that i've officially moved to Children's Ministry, to be where God has already intended me to be, to glorify Him, to honor Him, and to walk in the destiny He has for me.... hhhmmm... im those who cant really adapt to changes fast, and im still feeling inadequate.. today Sharon was chatting with me, and me in front of the kids.. i feel so paise! not knowing what to say to them... after the whole thing, i felt kinda bad coz i wasnt able to express, let alone spread the enthusiasm to the kids... well, i guess there's still ALOT for me to learn.. the teachers there were so good! soooo impressive that i start to wonder what have i done for the past 4 years.. did i learn what God wanted me to? Being in THE profession, bt in ministry, im doing alot worst than the rest... :( bt anyways, ill learn...
on top of that, my heart is yearning to worship with my keyboard coz currently there's noone playing the keyboard... actually, there's only christina (that should be her name?) playing the guitar, and she's actually from the tech team... so, i really really wana play the keyboard to worship God in Children's Ministry.. but time's not on my side... :( i wish Oct faster enters, school term break.. and i can learn and practice!!
and also, today is the first day that i'm standing in front of the kids, not really dancing, but just doing the actions... during praise and worship... maybe i look normal, but im actually trembling with fear... i was also observing the kids, and i secretly caught many kids observing me... and then, i totally understood how important i need to portray myself coz all of them are following... hmmm...
and so, i sort of did my online quizzes, research assignments... am doing parenting's reflection which i totally forgot, and will sleep early, and get up early to do some work.. not knowing what, haven plan what.. but yes... i need to do something... study Os, memories my work.. whatever.. ALOT of things!!
and yes, so THIS IS THE DAY, im officially sister Evon in Children's Ministry! :)
on top of that, my heart is yearning to worship with my keyboard coz currently there's noone playing the keyboard... actually, there's only christina (that should be her name?) playing the guitar, and she's actually from the tech team... so, i really really wana play the keyboard to worship God in Children's Ministry.. but time's not on my side... :( i wish Oct faster enters, school term break.. and i can learn and practice!!
and also, today is the first day that i'm standing in front of the kids, not really dancing, but just doing the actions... during praise and worship... maybe i look normal, but im actually trembling with fear... i was also observing the kids, and i secretly caught many kids observing me... and then, i totally understood how important i need to portray myself coz all of them are following... hmmm...
and so, i sort of did my online quizzes, research assignments... am doing parenting's reflection which i totally forgot, and will sleep early, and get up early to do some work.. not knowing what, haven plan what.. but yes... i need to do something... study Os, memories my work.. whatever.. ALOT of things!!
and yes, so THIS IS THE DAY, im officially sister Evon in Children's Ministry! :)
Labels: Discovery Land, Studies, Trinity
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