Sheila had been my pillar of strength through my 4 years in secondary school.. through difficult times, happy times... she had been there for me throughout... even when i give attitude when i was in lower sec, she had been there for me, tolerating ALL my nonsense, and keeping an eye on our friendship, never once, she left me... NEVER. i was insensitive to her feelings, i threw tantrums at her, and never once, she forsake me.. well, i can go on and on abt this, but i guess u get the point.. she had been there for me, regardless of what wrong things i did... she's always so sweet... always so caring... always so... good to me... the love she gave me, is not anyone could give... she had seen me grew from the throwing tantrum irritating girl who always hurt her feelings, to someone who.. (at least i hope) does not give attitude to my, now, friends.. i guess things happen sometime somewhere when she started working, we drifted apart coz i felt tt she was neglecting me, and i, not even sparing a thought that she had to work hard, both studies and financially to help in the family.. and i, was the one who cause the gap in our friendship.. yes, i am guilty of that... but she never once left me in actual fact... well, all i could say is, i never treasure her as much as she treasured me.. and i hate myself then, being the childish irritating girl. if i had been more mature, i would be able to support her, in everything that she does.. she had a hard time, and i, gave her even more hard time.. if only i could turn back time.. but, i cant.. nonetheless, i just wana say, i was then, so affected, and angry of her for neglecting me, cause she, is sososososooo important to me... and up till now, thou we dun meet up as much as i hope, in my heart, i'll always keep her close in my heart... she's e one whom impacted me in my 4 years of secondary school... she has been my closest friend, my 1st girlfriend, my 1st sister... and i simply love how sentimental she is...

and today is her wedding.. and i am so glad tt she found a guy, who never fails to bring joy into her life... :)























well, went to timbre for a while with the guys to chill.. its nice talking about the past, how silly we used to be.. and what stupid things we had done.. overall, its nice catching up with one another.. :)

p/s: gosh.. i teared so badly thinking about sheila and me... im such a crybaby!

speaking of which, my version of the "perfect" proposal is nothing romantic.. and cheeeesy like how nini love it to be... on the ferris wheel, at the highest point.. saying "our love has reached the highest point" -_- romantic, yes very.. but for me, big NONO... i rather it be the roller coaster, saying "we do not know wat lies ahead, we may be splurging down n feels like dying...." LOL! well, what i wana say is, i want something cute, fun, comical.. LOL... and when i heard this song... it feels like e PERFECT proposal to me.. coz its so cute and funny!! HAH!

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