sometimes i really cant help but feel rejected. because i had make my stand obvious, and put in effort, in the end, i was being left out of the plan...

take for an example, u organize a meetup, in e end, they went ahead w/o u, telling u (by both person) "go ahead".. so its like A telling u to meet B alone, n B telling u to meet A alone, in other words, they are just simply pushing u to each other, and obviously, none wants to meet you.. AHHAHAHAHAHHAAHH!! what a big joke of the year.

well, will u feel rejected? no? good for you... not for me thou...

maybe they really dun want to see me at all...

and i should not be so thick skinned, and just shooooooed off their life...

i do have pride.

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