alright, i haven really been blogging coz e moment i touched down frm Boston, (in less than 24 hrs) i was out for a photoshoot with Beng Chye for MSI 2009.. wats worst? i overslept, which resulted in having a long wait at e salon coz my hair is super messy and stuffs.. needed a hair cut... and also resulted in having NO time to go for makeover... :( and with my lousy skills, i did a damn chui makeup for my photoshoot... super sobz... bt thanks to e SWA ppl, they let me enter e pageant... clar was right... pageant is addictive! bt sad to say, im too short for any pageant... anyways, so i had been busy with it... n love xianli who also joined for e 1st time... n i had a good time being with her almost evyday! feels like during band time.. we made many friends, lauffed more en we ever did... n yea... LOVE HER even MORE than ever~ busy with rehearsals, fittings... n tis yr was bad yr for me... coz im no. 13, all e clothes didnt look good on me... nothing was to my advantage... so i put in even more effort... and even got boyfriend to imitate miss USA's walk... n teach me! LOL! now i know y most image consultants are guys... boyfriend did quite a good job! HAHAAAAAHHHAH!! last sat was finals... n many ppl commented tt i looked very different... prettier (thank God), n more confident... overall, all said i did well! but in e end, i still didnt get into Top 5... seriously, i was damn sad... n depressed... very very disappointed with myself... but well, life goes on... probably i juz didnt have e face tat e judges want... so.. yah... :) bt really, bun-up suits me, unlike last yr's curls... curls are like my most suicide-ing hairstyles.. n dark colored lipstick literally KILLED me... unlike tis yr's natural pink lip gloss which makes my mouth smaller X 10000000! n e last yr's crazy makeup which turned me into a ghost, thank God for this yr's makeup which make me a real beauty! HAHAH... e makeup artist even helped me to conceal my scar on my leg!! wowness.. anyway, i was so disgusted by how i look last yr, that i forsake 3 free makeover from MUF... n tis yr, they did such a great job, that i cant wait to use my voucher for Shelia's wedding!! :D so ya, it all ended well, n below are e pic!

well, we went to e moral home as usual, n this lady (girl) kept hitting my breast!! i had to try to teach her tt beating is wrong.. e in charge was so angry tt she scolded her n wanted to pull her away, i tink she was afraid tt i might be too taken aback by her... i had to assure e in charge tt i work with special needs chn.. so i understand she meant no harm.. haha.. bt my breast sure suffered! LOL..




and i bought this heels which i totally will not encourage anyone to buy it.. e blink kept dropping.. to this day, i had stick bck 2, n dropped a total of 8..


the actual night




all the reds


Mike, my hair stylist who was super nice, frm Team Salon @ Vivo! go find him!!


my fav junior as always...




my personal miss personality who is the true top 5 winner!


the 2008's


the 2009s


boyfriend who had a hard day, rushed down only during the top 5... i was sad, but knowing what he had went tru tt day, i felt heart pain for him...


my supporter for 2 years!


my premium lover!!


had a good (too full) meal aft tt with boyfriend, shann n kat


as usual, i took tons of pic of myself coz i cant bear to remove e hair n makeup!! its only once in a life time tt i can look gorgeous... >.<


and tats y i wanted to pick up professional makeup skills so desperately!! coz i can make myself prettier~ LOL!! who can recommend me a good place? :D

and i know this is random.. but e thing i like about ION, is this HUMONGOUS sunflower!!

Labels: MSI 09

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