its been 9 years since the day i banged e door at you... it was this one incident that brought us together, and i thank God for placing you in my heart... the past 8 years were great, and you had held me tight whenever im falling... coming the 9th year, many things had happened and i really do not know how to handle all these that were/are happening... i really hope that when i return, everything would be fine.... between you and me.. and yes, u had held me tight for the past 8 years whenever i face struggles, and i wish i can hold onto you tight when u're down, now. im sorry for not being there for you, thou i do not know if you would still want me to be there for you... things may have changed, but how much you stand in my heart, will not change.. this day, im dedicating this post, to you, thou i know you aren't reading it, maybe to God, that one day, you will come to realised that there are so many people who cared about you, and i have no intention of breaking your life... i do now know how to turn back time, although i really do hope i can..

想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界，想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去 试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

i know i have been blessed for those years... i remembered everything we used to do together, places we go together, the things we share... and i wish, that we can be back to like before, the chinatown gang, all of us ton-ing at his place.. doing silly things... visiting places, eating around... without you, we wun be complete... you know, you belong to part of us... or just the 3 of us, u know both of u are my shelter... always covering me with prayers, and other comforts... its hard to live without you... and i know, its not just me...

but i really duno how i shld feel... love is of course more impt en friends, but considering her feelings so much so that even this day, to you, is just another day, or rather, u dun even want to know abt this day, i cant help but think about how stupid i am... i cant help but ask myself, is this worth? is it worth crying? is it worth feeling sad? is it worth thinking? and my answer is, YES. because you had impacted me, and i really wana be an impact to you.. thou i do not know when this day will happen, but yah... ill try... to restore our friendship...

all in all, i just hope that one day, our friendship will be like as before, we will be friends, like before...

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

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